Thanks again Sue Watson.
He's still figuring out how to keep it in his mouth as the ice makes his gums slide across the soother. But it seems to help! πππ»
Just giving the boys some blueberries
cus it's funny, obviously. π«
Heard her laughing, went to see what shes doing. Apparently sharing her yogurt with Joey's a hoot.
Meanwhile, Joey's just in it for the food lol.
Not Kaspen wishing she would drop that french fry lol.
Davina learned that Joey gives kisses today lol.
Dropped a nugget on the floor at work, so gave it to Harper lol.
Renee of Beyond Dolls Felted Critters on IG/ETSY gifted me a replica of my beautiful Pipperoni for Christmas. π₯Ήπ
Today I'm struggling.
As the time ticks closer & closer.
You were my literal best friend & my savior. You kept me alive every single day. But I never thought I'd be sitting here alone in only a measly 9 years.. life jipped me when it took you. Come December it'll be a full year without you. I'm already a mess. I feel lost. I still don't understand why your life ended so suddenly. And the worst part is, I'll never know. All these questions & what ifs swirl in my mind daily. The pain has never left. It's still very much there & just as raw as the moment I took your tiny lifeless body into my hands. I only left for 10 minutes! You were more then fine when I left. I still don't understand. I just want to understand. The not knowing kills me every day. Never in a million years did I ever see myself with a small dog, let alone a chihuahua - who'd turn out to be everything I never knew that I had needed in a dog. I am not myself & haven't been since that unforgettable day. I remember everything, from the phone call, to rushing home & then my entire world crashing down around me, grabbing you out of dads arms, holding you as I dropped to the floor screaming & clutching you so hard against my heart as if somehow, magically my heart would miraculously restart yours & you would come back to me. - I didn't expect to see you gone. I literally thought we'd grab you & rush to the clinic, you'd be fine. I never thought our last ride together would later involve placing you into a tiny powder blue with a white zipper body bag.
A whole year this December.. 365 days.. 52 weeks..8760 hours.. 525600 minutes.. 31536000 seconds.. without you seems like a life time.
I f**king miss you.
I just want you back..
You kept me alive, but I couldn't help you..
All the kids on our block love Harper.
Sometimes we even hear our doorbell go off requesting her presence outdoors.
This dog's a gem, I can just let her outside & walk back in without a single worry that she'll run off or something. She always stays close to home, sometimes she'll invite herself into our neighbors homes (they don't care, they adore her too lol) but otherwise shes perfect. I'm currently indoors dealing with the baby while she's outside enjoying some Frisbee & kiddos.
I'll miss this street when we do move, merely for this specific reason alone.
He's such a little dork lol
She loves her Harper π₯°
Welp, the boys are headed to the Groomers.
I'm expecting a phone call like this via Kaspen if he sees any Groomers he really likes π
Almost 7 months already Vina!
You're growing too fast, slow down π₯Ί
Happy 6 months Vina!
I wish time didn't go so fast.
Who doesn't love a laughing baby! π₯°
Kas likes to give Vina a bath when she's onesie-less, apparently lol. Yuck π€£
God I miss you π
I can't stop crying..
You would be under the covers in bed with me right now if you were here...
I'm struggling..
Why you.. I don't understand.. why you.
There's a deep hole inside my chest, it's empty but somehow feels heavy.
I never knew I could produce as many tears as I have..
People may never understand how much you truly meant to me. You were my doggy soul mate. My best friend. The bond we had was unbreakable. Until now..
I need you Pip, I f**king need you. I'm so mad. You were only 9... you had so much life a head of you. But now you're gone.
Just like that, with the snap of fingers.. I was only gone for 10 minutes when I got that call. I'll never forget it..
I've lost alot of my fur-family in the last like 3 yrs. They all broke me. But losing you.. especially the way it happened.. the images in my head.. I'll never be the same.
Whenever I was sad, or upset you'd comfort me or paw at me until I would pet your chest & it would distracted me from whatever it is that's hurting me, like right now
But you're not here to do that so I'm stuck with the thoughts, pain, despair, depression, & memories I don't want..
I need you π
I really really need you... oh Pip.
I can't take the pain
First time in the Jolly Jumper,
dogs were curious too π