09/01/2025
I GUESS THIS LIFE IS GOOD TOO
It's been a year, maybe two; when I first found him curling at the far corner of that shuttle terminal.
He was barely a kitten; four, maybe five months old, with what supposed to be the whole world right in front of him.
And yet, there was nothing left, but skin and bone. Excruciating hunger that twisted his gut in two, dimming future, and maybe, a month or two.
It took a lot of effort for him to stood up, then, and make his first step, and scrambling second, almost stumbled third, toward my extending hand, with a paper plate of steamed chicken and tuna.
How I would die to run to him, what arms and legs I am willing to pay to just grab him and hold him in my arms, but I am not a passenger, I don't hold any ticket.
So watching him eating like tomorrow the world would end is like heaven.
I didn't remember how many thousands of times I told him to stay in that corner, though it's dirty, though desolate. I didn't remember how many times I told him to hold on, because tomorrow I will be there, tomorrow we make another day, tomorrow he will not die.
He was there.
And as days gone by, he was getting stronger. Stronger to come running at me whenever he saw me popped behind the row of greenery at his corner, now clean, though still desolate.
Stronger to chase me when I passed that place again on my way to work; and bigger, and bigger, and stronger, and healthier.
He is my pride, my precious.
He has big bones, long leg, stocky and sturdy. His fur glowing, his eyes glistened.
He is that handsome looking fireman with six-pack, sculpted arms, exotic tan, and smile full of temptation in those calendars.
But then he stopped coming. One day, two days, three days.
I keep waiting, every morning, every evening. Calling, calling, seeking.
At the end turning away, with regret, with disappointment, worry, anxiety.
Fear.
One week, two weeks.
And then there he was, clambered out of that corner, covered in soot and dirt, straight toward us.
He didn't care about the fish, or chicken, or hissing others who had gathered for their own share.
Sheilla abandoned our motorbike, though not parked properly, and ran toward him, wrapped him in her arms, and hold him tightly against her chest.
I know. He is asking us for help, and at all cost he will be answered. We don't have money, I can't find more freelance, but Jay, named after the shortened shuttle service, will get all the help he needs.
Though, after so many tests, nobody knew what was going on. Whether he ate poisoned rat or poisoned food intended to kill rats. Whether he got locked in the workshop and inhale too much carbon monoxide, or whether he got stuck somewhere with all the soot and grime, and motor oil, and dirt with no food or drink and probably even lack of air.
Whatever happened, his nerves were damaged forever. Our handsome precious man had turned into a wobbly, sad looking cat who cannot even stand straight for two minutes.
He dunked into the water bowl and splashed into the litter box. He tumbled over and have his food all over him.
Yet he tried.
Every morning when I walked out from my bedroom, he was there, trying to sit straight. Every afternoon when everyone were sleeping he was there, trying to stand firm, every night when we called the day over he was there, trying to walk our empty home.
And we were there with him all the way. Nerve supplements, immune booster, nutritious food, patience, endurance, care, love.
Endless love.
He can stand straight, now, though it takes him forever to stand. He can walk now, though he walks like a hundred years old grandpa, he sleeps a lot, sometimes he would rather eat where he slept. He would dunk as he tries to drink from the large bowl of water we leave for everyone, but he mastered his movement enough to slowly sit and wait until he was steady, and slowly lower his chin to drink without tumbling over and splashed into the bowl like a merman.
He could not walk in or out the litter box without having everyone's p**p all over him, but he knows where we keep an underpad where he can take his time to sit and relieve himself safely.
And although he was dead sleepy, he sat by that gas tank, babysitting an orphan who looked just like him. He lets the baby runs up and down his big daddy, he lets the baby runs around the tank, but he wouldn't allow the little one to climb the gas tank. Eventually the kitten runs out of battery, and the two fell asleep together, with baby snuggles on his side, and Jay curls into a fluffy donut all night.
I guess, this kind of life is good too; a life away from thrillers and dramas if he was still on that terminal and become alpha.
I guess, God's plan is good too, probably an answer to his unspoken wishes for a home and a family.
Not every road is straight and wide and covered with rose petals. Not every road has sun and rainbows and a grand view of the ocean.
"Enter through the narrow gate", said the apostle. "For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it"
"But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it."
Seems like Jay found the gate, and although narrow is the road that lead to his life, it's paved with blessings, and love, and joy.
This life is good, too.
~Josie
Many would wonder, and accuse us of being fake, because of our humongous need even though we "only" have 150+ cats.
But our 150 are special need cats like Jay, who need special nutrition, special treatment, special life requirements.
We need USD 600 every week to ensure everyone has quality of life they wouldn't otherwise find elsewhere - in this town anyway - and we raised only USD 100 and a little bit at the beginning of this weekend.
Can you listen if there is this still, small voice in your heart, whispering for kindness for these kitties? They are not protected by law, they have nowhere else but us, they have no one else but you.
Would you consider opening your heart?
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Matthew 7:13-14
The Narrow and Wide Gates
13 “Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it.
14 But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.