15/09/2014
R.I.P
Xania Arhusiander
25/10-2009 - 15/9-2014
Xania has left us. During sunday and monday, Xania died, four years old, in my absence in his terrarium. When I went to feed him, I saw that he had passed away. He was so cute, the only animal I've ever had.
You don't hate death until you've seen it up close. When a person, or an animal, that you take so much for granted, so quickly can be gone. It's a feeling that rips through your heart, a feeling that is the creator of religion and faith, and a feeling that always sticks there, you're whole life.
He was too young to die. He had experienced so much, and had so much more to see. He was always there. Some might say that he was "just a lizard", but he wasn't just anybody. He was so charming, and a huge company.
Tomorrow we're going to bury him in the yard. Xania has fallen asleep, but I miss him so. He's free now, and free he shall remain, until I see him again. Now I can only hope that God takes good care of him, and gives him all the crickets he can eat.
