21/11/2024
This is why I do what I do!
Getting the privilege to help a horse feel relief is the most incredible feeling in the world and knowing that my work makes a difference means the absolute world to me. 🤍
I love learning more very day, seeing more, studying more, and making a difference every single time I lay my hands on a horse! I could never stop pursing the beautiful career or stand by when I know I can help someone and their horse.
Today marks the 5 year anniversary of my original certification as a CESMT.
What began as just a personal endeavor to further understand and support my 2 mares at the time has since lead me down the long roads of ethology, pain & movement science and functional biomechanics... to today being fully self employed and typing this post out in a hotel room at the heart of the Horse Capital of the World, 2 years into my education to becoming an Equine Osteopath (EDO).
My career as a bodyworker has been incredibly rewarding and I wouldn't trade it for the world.
The places I've gone, the horses I've worked on and helped, the deep friendships that I've cultivated -- all priceless.
But in furthering my education and passing through numerous barns, classrooms and making connections with other industry professionals, there are so many things I wish I could unsee and unhear.
Things I constantly look back on and wish I had a chance to do-over with my own horses. Even now I fall short at times.
The thing that they don't tell you when you get into this industry is that once your eyes have been opened, you can no longer shut them.
That the muscle patterns on every horse will tell you a story. Whether you want to see it or not.
That the 'naughty' behavior or reluctance to perform is no longer an act of defiance, but of self protection.
That the industry standard for equine management, across all levels, is at best species inappropriate and at worst downright inhumane. Yet completely normalized.
That you'll come across people whose horse is there for the sole purpose of lifting their own ego and nothing more.
That the 'grumpy mare' who is constantly dismissed, ridiculed even, is begging to be listened to.
That human emotion will routinely be valued over equine welfare.
That the training practices we employ, be it due to tradition, lack of understanding, indifference or greed, are permanently damaging these animals on a psychological and physiological level.
And it is systematically encouraged... rewarded even.
What they won't tell you is that sometimes you are going to be the horses only advocate, and that their management may rely solely on how well you can articulate their needs for them.
And that often times, it will fall on deaf ears anyways.
That there will be some you see once, know you can help, and then never see again.
That there will be some you cannot help, due to damage done, lack of resources, or pure lack of education, as no one has all the answers.
And let me tell you, it's heavy.
You'll carry all of it.
The frustration, the sadness and sometimes pure anger.
Not from a place of ego, but in wanting to help the animal, and sometimes not being the practitioner that can.
It has been a wonderful, beautiful and sometimes sad 5 years.
We discover more about these animals every day. And the more I learn, the less I feel I know.
To my clients, know nothing brings me more purpose in life than helping your horses. And I will continue, relentlessly, to pursue the knowledge to help them. 🤍