10/22/2024
I am ready to get a job at a grocery store, save up and get my own house. Because I have lived in a group home since 2015 - 2016 and I am not getting any emotional, psychological support. Instead, I am getting more stressed than before. When I go to another group home, the patients make a lot of noise, and their caregivers raise their voices a lot. Even when I go outside to get out of that situation, sometimes, they come near me and make a lot of noise which raises my stress level. It is insane! I go home overwhelmed with stress, and my current caregiver does not want any noise because she cannot handle it. I cannot handle noise, either. And I am wound up with the wrong crowd, and disrespected, and accused of being rude when I tried to explain where my experience came from. My mind is full of noise from noisy situations. Otherwise, I'd be completely calm and serene! But I have been through so much and I'm often disrespected, and accused, and guilt-tripped, and fault-found. It is not my fault that I am wound up with the wrong crowd. It is not my decision. I did not want to go to that noisy group home but the group home staff insists I go there and I get in trouble! And I get headaches and I am overwhelmed with emotions and Keisha does not want to hear about it. I feel much worse and I feel very unhappy about this! I am having difficulties managing stress because of these things.
I am ready to find a job at a grocery store, save up and get my own house. I am ready to get a job at a grocery store, save up and get my own house. Because I have lived in a group home for over 7 years and I am not getting any emotional, psychological support. Just explaining what I'm going through in the group home.
