01/08/2023
This isnāt easy to shareā¦
Iāve lived in Philly, and Raleigh. Two of the East coastās most well known cities. Iāve gone to school at HACC. Studying my butt off and then grabbing some food at Quesodeeas. I got my first & second tattoo & piercing at Chuckās. I shop at the Farmerās Market. Enjoyed many festivals and events. I grew up at the YMCA and Lebanon Library. I am familiar with Lebanon City - it has been my home. I chose to come back home, because this community needs me. I grew up poor - Lebanon Salvation Army made my childhood Christmasās special. I grew up being abused by my alcoholic father. I was told my entire childhood that I was just a girl and I wouldnāt amount to anything. They laughed at my dreams of being a veterinarian. My family made bets at the Thanksgiving table what age as a teenager Iād be pregnant - I was only 9 years old. I was sexually assaulted at the age of 5 by an adult I trusted, and I kept the secret till I was 10. I struggled with depression and I often visited a certain bridge many times when I thought of running away, and Iād sit at the edge wondering why I didnāt just jump? What was the reason for enduring this s**tty, no hope life? I wore handy down clothes and was bullied in school. I had no confidence, and didnāt stand up for myself. I had nothing. I felt like nothing. But I still woke up each day, and I chose not to jump off that bridge. I found random snakes, dogs, rabbits, stray cats, chipmunks, lizards, turtles, birds, and even spidersā¦that made me feel safe. My entire world was fu**ed. I was just a child, an innocent child the world had failed. I didnāt have a single adult who cared, I didnāt have money for sports, and I couldnāt join activities - my Mom was a single Mom who did her best, she had to work and I didnāt have any other family, just her. These animals gave me meaning, hope, and healing. They gave me the motivation to live each day, to try. These animals were my foundation where I found my strength and became the person I am today. My zoo is not just a dream, itās a calling. Itās a mission to give our youth opportunities and hope in their struggles. Itās for us adults who also need a break, and need to experience something happy. Our lives are meant for more than paying bills. Our children deserve a place to go and make memories right in their own city. There are many kids who have a similar story to mine living right now and they feel itās normal. They might not have hope and they might go down the wrong path. This youth program and zoo gives kids and adults an outlet. My vision is unique, because I have been that kid and here I stand before you a successful nurse at the Lebanon VA - one of the most prestigious medical centers in the nation. I am a wonderful mother to two kids. I am married to a wonderful husband who has supports my vision and my dream. He was a huge part of the Lebanon Youth Advocate Program.
Please support my dream. I canāt let that little girl down who hung on through all that s**t. She deserves her dream to come true and make the impact this community so desperately needs.
Thank you.
Donate to my cause -
https://www.gofundme.com/f/legal-fees-to-save-animal-youth-program?utm_campaign=p_cf+share-flow-1&utm_medium=sms&utm_source=customer
Sign here -
https://chng.it/ybRTWPVz
(Feeders, donations, event fees, classes, and zoo tickets is how we fund the animals care, pay staff, and how we keep growing. We will always offer those items. Until we can reopen every penny is coming out of my own pocket - $4000 a month)
Grant Innocent Feeders & Zoo A Variance To The Ordinance Of Lebanon City