01/02/2025
Tomorrow starts the new year off with a somber beginning. We will say goodbye to our oldest Matriarch, Nana.
Nana arrived here in February of 2024 and her life prior to joining us was not a good one. When she arrived, she was terrified, afraid of people and hands and we estimated her age to be close to 16. Arthritis had already reared its ugly head and she had some difficulty walking but it didn’t stop her. She was introduced to the angoras, who quickly took her into their family and under their wing. It took a little bit of time but she quickly learned that not all hands would hurt her but that they brought good things and much love.
Nana has declined over the last 3 months. Last week, I found Nana down. She’d either lost her footing or had been knocked down. I quickly carried her to her stall, where the angoras gathered to make sure she was okay. They didn’t leave her side. She could stand if I helped her but not for long. Since that day, I have gotten her up several times a day to stretch and to drink water. She is eating and drinking but can no longer navigate on her own.
There are no easy decisions running a sanctuary. But I let every person speak to me. She’s told me she’s tired. I see it in her face and when we sit together, she simply leans into me as though she needs that extra soft place because she’s no longer comfortable. Medicine can only do so much.
The promise I make to every single person who arrives, which is also our mission statement, is that they get to live their lives here with dignity and without pain. I feel strongly about that statement and hold true to my promises. Because of that promise, I want to ensure that she goes on her terms, with dignity and before the pain becomes too much.
Tomorrow is her freedom day. The day that she gets to hold her head high and be released from the mess of a body she’s in. She will go painlessly and will be free to run in her new body. Gilly will be waiting for her, along with all the others who have gone before her, letting her know it’s okay.
Please think of Nana as we navigate this next chapter in her life. Her life was and is special and should be celebrated. Help me celebrate how beautiful she truly is. ❤️