08/30/2025
And another…
Lemon 🍋
I knew yesterday that I would be lucky to wake up to her alive today. 😭
I must have held her for over 4 hours last night. I tried so many things to make her comfy and no matter what I did, she still would come right back to me. She didn’t want me to go. When I could no longer keep my eyes open, I told her I loved her soooo much and it was ok to go to sleep. I woke up to my girl gone, laying right next to the 🌻.
I need help someone, anyone.. I need to know if somebody will help me carry on Miami’s lineage because as I’ve said so many times before I have mostly adults of hers and sadly this is just my new reality is saying goodbye to them with what seems like the domino effect. I would love nothing more than to carry on her lineage.
It’s hard saying goodbye to these babies, but I have to say I wouldn’t change anything whatsoever with them. The fact that this little girl and so many others, trust me with their whole life is one of the most beautiful things that I have ever been blessed with. Since they’ve hatched, I have watched each one grow and develop their own little personalities and have had so much fun loving them. Each one has literally melted my heart.
Lemon, I wish I could have kept my eyes open all night long. I wish I could have snuggled you to sleep. I am grateful for the hours I had with you and trusting me to hold you until I no longer could. I wish I didn’t fall asleep.
I love you, sweet girl and I will never ever forget you. Thank you for trusting me with your life. I will miss you so much.
Also can someone reach out to me regarding little memorial domes? They don’t have to be exquisite. I would just like to get maybe a dozen to put the ones I’ve lost in them and I know there’s more to come.
I hope you guys aren’t tired of me posting when they pass away. I just feel like this is my new norm. As depressed as I am, I guess it’s better that I’m home and like this rather than coming home from work and finding them gone.
From an egg to a bean to a little old lady…lemon Louise, you will forever be my little girl ❤️🩹🕷️🌈