08/01/2023
Today I'm resetting phone shutting off all accounts, let go so there's no looking back by any. I've learned from you now, it's the only way. No one should suffer this burden for it was mine to carry,can't keep spending each day searching for my love, my heart my, moon and stars, I'm putting my phone in the safe, I'm discarding all belongings, I don't want anything left behind. Nothing at all. I have nothing, I can't carry this burden any longer, I've suffered to much loss in my life, to many mistakes, to many years in prison of the physical world and of my own making.
All I've ever wanted in this life was to make All of the people in my life Happy I wanted to be a healer of heart's and minder of troubled soul's I wanted to be the person I always needed in my life, since I never had that I tried to become that for others, weather it was sharing drugs, giving gifts, random flowers, my undivided attention, a caring heart and understanding of another's feelings and emotions, small acts of kindness, second chances, laughter when there was none to be hoped for, my love and my life....
So I must carry on my own path..
But remember me... For some day it shall be.....
A smile on my face...
My one last thing to say...
Jason Nichols Beyard
9/9/78-1/7/23