27/02/2019
TULA
Its taken me awhile to get to this point, but i need to write about my girl Tula.
We originally took this little bundle of energy into our house as a foster pup back in 2011. seems like just yesterday. the longer she stayed with us, the more it was obvious that i was not going to be able to let her go. SO we added our third pack member with Miss Tula Bird. She had two speeds, stop and 150 mph but she knew no enemies human or dog. Squirrels and other rodents were another matter all together.
A few months ago while we were out at my father in laws having our usual Sunday dinner, a fight had broken out amongst our pack and Tula was the casualty. The whys and hows are something i beat myself up over for a LONG time afterwards and really meant nothing after the fact. The end result was that we lost one of the happiest, energetic, loving dogs we ve ever had and it hit me particularly hard because
of my occupation.
Ive had to let a lot of time pass to not become overly emotional and let self deprecating thoughts creep back in, but i felt now was the time if i was ever going to do it. Tula was too good and gave us too many good happy memories to treat her death like it never happened. This is part of the therapy and self forgiveness i need to do in order to move on. I know there will never be another one like her.
We miss you every day Tula Bird.