07/07/2022
Hello everyone! I wanted to let everyone know that I am back from the hospital and my son is finally home also! I am also very sorry I was not able to contact anyone for about 3 weeks and I was trying to put all the pieces back together since being discharged last Thursday. I have a lot of messages to return and I wanted to thank everyone for being so patient with me and to those who did everything they could do to find me and make sure I was ok. You guys really are all so wonderful to me and this horrible experience my son and I have just been through has really opened my eyes to how much you all really care and it’s absolutely what I needed to help me get through these last few weeks. I was starting to feel kind of alone out here in Mississippi since we moved here last year. I know now, that is definitely not the case. I still have a lot of people to catch up with and reset appointments but I will be contacting everyone I’ve missed very soon. I know no showing and no calling from me is unusual and I’m so glad to those who spoke up and did everything to make sure I was ok. I think with so many people calling and talking to police, I think they were able to see that I’m not just someone they can wright off as some crazy person or something and we’re able to get a better idea of the person I really am. To let everyone know what happened, I’ll start with saying sorry because it’s kind of a long story. Basically I’ve been having issues with some people trying to break into my house multiple times over the last few months now, and it’s the same people every time. I found out these people have family that work for the police department and the attitude I got from the police responding to my calls was they were very quick to not believe me because of that one reason it seemed. I tried getting as much evidence as I could that they were doing this, I even had a security system from Vivint with cameras inside and outside my house with audio. Unfortunately they were able to hack my system and they were able to delete the footage of them on my property. I even was trying to record the video footage on my phone while it played on the video panel by my front door so I could have as much evidence as possible, and the videos were getting deleted while I was watching them. I live next to the freeway here so it can be kinda loud out in my backyard so trying to record any audio on my phone was very hard but I could hear them talking on my outdoor camera with audio about breaking into my house and murdering me and making it look like a su***de, but unfortunately they were able to get into my system and delete those videos pretty quickly. It was very terrifying, especially since I live with just my 10 year old son. It was even more terrifying when police wouldn’t do anything, and then wouldn’t believe me and accuse me of hallucinating everything. I’d hear people breaking in my house late at night and early in the morning, so I’d call police and they would take sometimes 30-40 min to show up to my house and when they got there, whoever broke in was gone by then because they heard me call the police and left shortly after. Police would arrive and the intruder(s) would be gone and I’d try to show them my evidence and that I knew who it was and the audio and videos would either already be deleted or they would say they don’t hear it because of all the background noises. The police wouldn’t believe me and said I need to get the help of a therapist and/or psychiatrist because they thought it was in my head or they just wanted to make it seem that was because of who I said it was doing all of this. One of the people doing this was even shooting a gun in my backyard and my shed has some new holes because of it, but this person reported to police they were scared I had a gun. How ironic, I’ve never even shot a real gun before but this person who has a military background is scared of me? I guess if I was breaking into someone’s house and they pointed a gun at me I’d be scared too, but which person is really in the wrong in that situation? So what eventually happened, the next day police showed up in my driveway and grabbed me while I was cleaning my grooming van, threw handcuffs on me and said I didn’t do anything wrong but they are taking me to the hospital to make sure I’m ok for what was supposed to be only a couple days, police told me. That turned into 15 days of being in the hospital without being able to let everyone know I was ok and where I was. I didn’t have anyone to watch my son while I was in the hospital, at least I thought I didn’t until now, but the only option at the time was for my son to go to cps and he ended up staying in a foster home until yesterday afternoon when I was finally able to have full custody reinstated to me again after a court hearing. Cps had no reservations about giving my son back to me because there was obviously no neglect and he is well taken care of, but they said I was negligent in that moment where I was in handcuffs being taken to the hospital so abruptly I hardly had time to think and I was just in shock of what was happening. Having to hug my son goodbye in that moment absolutely crushed my heart because there was nothing I could do to stop it and I knew I wasn’t being treated fairly because of the intruders family ties. All I could do was bite my tongue and behave myself to be able to get released and get my son back, which I did. It ended up taking much longer then I expected but I’m just happy I was finally released. Yesterday, when I was finally able to hug my son again, it felt like everything was ok again and right with the world once more. It was almost like holding him again for the first time in the hospital when he was just born, but like we were two completely different people now because of everything we had just been through. Now that my son is home once again I’ve started the process to sell my house and move to a safer area. I won’t be going too far so I’ll still be able to take care of all my sweet pups and their amazing owners, whom now I feel are more like family now then anything else! I can only hope this is a blessing in disguise and I will be able to find an even better home with more land for more animals. Thank you everyone for reading this long post and just know I will be reaching out to everyone shortly to confirm everyone’s next appointments. Thank you again from the bottom of my heart, everyone here in Mississippi has made me feel like family here and it’s exactly what my son and I were needing. Every day we get here is a blessing, and every dog and cat I can help makes everything worth it 100% I can’t wait to get back to everyone, I’ve been missing you all for what seems like months now, and I can’t wait to see everyone again! Thank you all so much❤️❤️❤️ (pic is of my son who was very eager to come home and hug his kitty Jinx 😻)