03/02/2024
Today we went to Schnitzel's appointment at Agape Animal Hospital. She has another UTI and the cost of the labs and her care was more than I anticipated. I paid as much of her bill as I could with the promise of paying the rest . I was told her continued appointments will be needed every 3 months and that's only to keep her infections at bay ๐ I cannot afford to keep getting her labs and care. I live on SSDI alone. My bills are already killing me and I don't know what to do. I hate asking but I need to ask for more help with covering her care and needs. I'm putting out feelers again to try to find somewhere that can do the surgery for her at a severe discount. If I can't find a place that will help her I will have to put her down because I can't afford the ongoing bills and she keeps getting infections which makes her quality of life not great. I need help covering the bills we have recently accumulated due to caring for her and getting the things she's needed. People definitely helped a lot but the ongoing costs are too much for me. I hate being a begger but I don't know what else to do. She really wants to live and be part of everything. Vet took her off bed rest today but she doesn't have control of her bowels or bladder so without my constant help she will suffer unless she gets surgery. I want to give her every possible chance of surviving this. People have this idea that SSDI gives you enough to live on but it doesn't and if people knew how little I live on every month they probably would not understand how I have kept afloat. I feel like a failure and the worst person because I can't fix her situation. Being disabled, there's not much more I can do. If you would like to help, we would be very grateful. I'm hoping to hear back from some of the places that I am reaching out to next week. Idek if they will be willing to help her but I don't want to give up on her. I have PayPal ([email protected] for pp) Venmo https://venmo.com/u/PunkRokPromQueen and I signed up for cash app this morning $PunkRokPromQueen
I'm sorry I keep asking. I'm scared to lose her.