03/21/2025
"The house feels different nowâquieter, emptier, as though the walls themselves are holding their breath, waiting for a sound that will never come. The spaces where he used to be are the most noticeable: the corner by the couch where his bed once sat, now just a blank patch of floor; the doorway where he would linger, tail wagging, as if deciding whether to follow or stay; the kitchen tiles where his water bowl used to leave a faint ring of condensation. Even the sunlight streaming through the windows seems colder, thinner, as if it, too, has lost something vital.
Thereâs no rhythmic clicking of nails on hardwood, no soft jingle of a collar, no warm weight leaning against your leg as you stand at the counter. The air doesnât carry the faint, familiar scent of himâearthy and sweet, like old blankets and sunshine. The silence is heavy, oppressive, broken only by the occasional creak of the house settling, a sound that once would have gone unnoticed but now feels like an intrusion.
His absence is everywhere. The couch feels too big without him sprawled across it, his head resting on the armrest. The backyard, once alive with his bounding energy, is just a patch of grass now, still and lifeless. Even the toys scattered in odd cornersâa chewed-up tennis ball under the table, a frayed rope bone near the stairsâseem like relics of a time thatâs slipped away too quickly.
The house was never just a house when he was here. It was a home, alive with his presence, his joy, his love. Now, itâs just a structure again, four walls and a roof, waiting for a heartbeat that no longer fills the space. And though the memories lingerâhis head tilting at the sound of a treat bag, the way heâd sigh contentedly as he curled up at your feetâtheyâre not enough to fill the void he left behind. The house is empty, and so, it seems, is everything else."