01/01/2026
This year has been inexorable, relentless. I'm rarely one to eschew hope, but since the pandemic, each year has been worse than the last in many ways. Perhaps, if I abandon all expectations for 2026, I may find myself occasionally and pleasantly surprised.
There was good in 2025. There are twenty-eight beautiful puppies in the world being enriched and enriching my life and the lives of their families.
The dogs had some of the most diverse experiences this year. Conformation, racing, scent work, weight pull, swimming, hiking.
And after a ten month battle, Korai got to stay with his family. Of all the good, that may have been the biggest relief.
There are people who enrich my life - longtime friends and family. I am eternally grateful to those people in my life.
There are many people who do not enrich my life, and while I've long since resolved to leave them in my past, that doesn't mean it hasn't been harrowing.
We've been rewatching/catching up on Doctor Who and we just watched Vincent and the Doctor, which is a striking, moving portrait of Vincent Van Gogh. The ending of the episode has always stuck with me - "The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don't always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don't always spoil the good things and make them unimportant."
That's the sum of where I sit. We shall see what 2026 brings. I hope (there I go, speaking of hope when I said before I'd abandoned it), perhaps, that my pile of bad things is smaller in 2026.