06/08/2024
It's hard when your father is losing his mind after suffering several strokes BECAUSE HE WAS COHERSTED by Our OWN Govermment, Faucci, His own drug pushing doctors, and any other fears this world's put into his programming coming from an Italian family that they're normal conversations are at a high pitched yell at each other & he was a part of the Ohio Mofia until they killed his best friend. He moved out of state.
I remember talking to him and he was p***** cause he found out the reason he was so tired going up the stairs to his bedroom is because of the Statin drugs His doctors put him on. Who READS THE SIDE AFFECTS? AND SERIOUSLY Thinks about their decision that if they were that 1 person, would they be okay with living their life blind or crippled? Those are ligit side effects..He already fired one Dr. He was talking about firing that Dr. too, and get him an Intergrative Holistic doctor. Neither my sister or I has the time to do the research for him. Last I knew He's on over 6 drugs What's I believe does helping his alzheimers. And they are killing him slowly. Go home and read all the side effects to the drugs that you take.
Dad used to brag how he was eating organic mushrooms he gets from a friend of his & he was off the statin & He was gonna look for an integrative dr. He wasnt fond of Drs then.
He was fed up with doctors that didn't uphold their own Hypocratic oath to take care of you. Just Ask Dr.Max Russell He told me that school was all about learning How To Bill the Insurance & I believe they are not allowed to use any thing natural. Schooled in pharmaceuticals. Glorify drug pushers. Still love you Max. I think you'd make an wonderful integrative doctor.
Did you know that the schools were started and funded by big pharma?
Now Dad not getting a new dr. is that because he's lazy? OR Is he computer illiterate? Or he didn't like confrontation, because when he did he got very angry and loud. After all. .
He has secluded himself in the middle of thirty five acres With bramble bushes surrounding the whole house that one couldn't get through it unless you took the road. One way in. Oneway out.. He did live like a hermit for a reason.. Or
Was he so traumatized when he was a child, Not knowing how to process things,
Did he end up where he didn't really have a choice because his body reacted in ways that he had No control over? Was his body in constant fighter/flight sometimes we can't even do the simplest things? I know Those emotions & feelings well.
He was raised catholic, and was actually an alter boy & could speak in latin and yet denounced religion in all the things he'd been through & prob till the day that he's gonna die.
And now he can't remember. I've had conversations with him were they're were times he Could not remember my name or that he had three sisters, or their names. I swear it's his drugs, & prob more..
I just found out he's diagnosed with Alzheimer's which is proven to be a metal toxicity, build up and consuming a table spoon of coconut oil a day would at least help him keep his cognitive function, (a Dr. Used c oil for her husband that did just that), until his body can repair itself with Isagenix's super foods systems. Just ask Rebecca Munoz as she's my Rep for my Isagenix super food program that'll help his body to start healing itself.. I love it! No cooking! And I can trust the ingredients. Clean out his house of all GMO's etc. And he could go to Kash Khan to learn about his d n a and what foods, drugs etc will help His body Functions best with.
I only find out because my dad's girlfriend won't communicate with me & had blocked my number for the last 6 months. Lying to me on the phone she didn't know what was wrong. LIARLIAR .
I remember in the last 3mos on several occasions, when my sister is there & I've talked with him, he repeatedly told me that he loved me & to Never Forget that he Loves Me.
Now his gf is weirdly isolating my dad from my sister, his own 5 grandchildren & 3 great grand children who are willing to come over and sit with him, So she can have a break. In her late 70's herself, she goes to One of her 3 homes/properties to feed her horses and cats in the next town over. At least she's not leaving him alone anymore. He used to call me frantically & fearful by himself.
So my advice to you is to go get your Will done with your monthly membership to Legal Shield for like $36/mo( Don't hold me on that price l o l, I haven't been actively updated). They aren't perfect but I use them, So WHILE you still have your wits about you be sure You get your will DONE, ALSO have it written down & make sure Visitors are aware as well.
My lovely friend Joy Miller, Had good meaning friends caring for her. But they did not keep her diet clean because they didn't see the purpose. "It's just a little bit was their response." Funny is, that little bit, half the size of a tic tac would send me to the bathroom in a terrible reaction & she was already compromised with cancer. I Will be updating mine.
With the co***ne Coca Cola was putting in our sodas & Now nano technology that they just made a deal with Microsoft. Experimental gene therapy in our vaxxs, chemtrails, our Pork has been getting mRNA vaxxs since 2019. Other GMO's in our foods, Nano Particles in plastic, Floride Saturates our drinking water now with many more other dangerous chemicals in it. (EWG.org, to see how many your Municipality has in your water), And El Paso Electric's employees Unknowingly lying to us about how the 5G Smart Meters are no more EMFsv than your phone. PROVEN & DOCUMENTED. LIES! & with 19 other counties having sued & won to have them removed or not Have to Pay them to remain healthy (opt out). If you have a commercial building, you don't have a choice. How is that fair with only one electric company in mexico? The company who makes the smart meters even told they're shareholders that they could face claims of adverse health affects & Opposition. It's in black & white.
New proof Floride has never been able to protect our teeth against cavities, But definately hardens our intuition pineal gland. WHY'S Titanium, & mercury in our children's vaxxs & what's with pushing our children into Getting the jab for something they said ONLY & still only have a .01% chance of dying from it??? Wtf? Kids are dropping dead & suffering because of the vaxx. And Thankfully Now they ARE BEING SUED! JUMP IN IF YOU'VE BEEN DAMAGED. We need to STAND & STOP THIS CORRUPTION to the human race!
And our clothes! DID you know. . . I've barely learned after 50yrs that Most of our fabrics drag down Our body's energy system. Most materials are 15hz vibration. only wool & real linen is 5000hz ( Don't worry together) & our body vibrates at about 100. Anything less than our vibration drags us down. I didn't know this or believe it until I bought my own Organic linen sheets And going to bed hurting. When I should've used the massager, hot shower and ice packs, but didn't cuz I wanted to see. I woke up feeling amazing and love sleeping in my linen sheets.
So the other day I wished my sister a Happy Birthday and got to listen to her b**** about what's going on with my dad and his girlfriend. How his health is declining, And we have no say so to help him. Im 24hrs away by car.
Thought I was doing pretty good since I had no emotion less than love like I use to before healing. So I just let her talk.. I did not even suggest putting her hand on her head. So her body could heal it out while she was bitchen.
Even when she told me my mother was surprised that I stopped to see my brother when I was in el paso as I was close & had time and I didn't ask him for anything.
We're all busy and when has he come to visit me on his own without me having to ask him to come help me? He's medically discharged & 100% disability from the military. . . There was only a slight acknowledgement that confirms to me that's just How programmed she is because she only looks at the negativity. And in my healing I've accepted her that way as she chooses not to heal out even believe it's possible. I just choose to accept her where she is, & I choose not to be around her because I don't like the negativity.
But I guess I still absorbed those negative energies. Earlier that day I'd felt the sciatic in my thighs twinge but it was only like a #1. Frustrating as I do the 5 min energy routine every day although I might of forgot to buckle up. You know to put on the full armour of christ. Lol No i'm not religious anymore.
I tried every position and stretching and finally at 4am crying I contacted Dr. Brenda Jean Power as my sciatic was hurting so bad down Both legsI and I was tired! AMAZINGLY She was able to help me to get that #10 Pain to a 1 possible 0 that allowed me to get some sleep until I could get an adjustment. Just Using Source Points. Bless you Dr. B. And when I woke 3 hrs later it still wasn't as bad. AND I got an adjustment that day.
So these are my words and this is my journey.
There's so much needed to be done physically, financially, media, protocols, permits, Scorp/non profit, etc. to Get done to HELP Our Communitie's, & Every scared, shy, aggressive, , & my home, etc And I just can't do it anymore, guys. I'm tired, my hormones are off, energy down. Only thing getting me this far is the super Isagenix super foods.
So my plans are to slowly clean out my house, organize, rent it and do a year's sabbatical to work on me, uninterrupted.
If T-Force/Source puts things in my path & things fall into place, I'll stay. I love helping these dogs and watching them grow happier, more confident and their parents too Esp With these energy Techniques i've developed in the last year with the program, , , & I've learned so much & seen so much growth much faster in scared/ reactive dogs than just what I've been teaching for the last 18yrs. I hope regardless of me, it continues to grow. Its out there on my www.youtube.com/ channel. Even the free 3pt DocuSeries Fixing the Reactive Dog Workshop, which Our own animal service center Mesilla Valley,(thru Clint Thatcher whom I have the audio recording of when he zoom called me about helping our community & what I had to offer), refuses to allow me to teach them how to put on their own safe, educational, workshops. So Watch it and if you believe they should, As well as Animal Service Center Mesilla Valley, (whose own foster dog KILLED 6yr old Avery Jackson), Animal Control who DOES NOT fulfill NMSA 77-1A-5(8) & Provide us with their own Socialization, Obedience, & Behavioral classes for aggressive dogs, and ONE other trainer in this town, THAN PLEASE PLEASE FOR OUR PUPS, let your voice be heard. WITNESS WITNESS WITNESS Because these dogs are not gonna get any changes unless WE SPEAK UP & STAND TOGETHER And the worst thing IS Majority of Our dogs Are living with that inner anxiety 24/7 weather YOU SEE it or not. Everybody knows what that inner anxiety/fear feels like. Even if you don't Think it's there, If you haven't healed it out, you'll still be irked & Your Dog Is Your Biggest Mirror. Ask Victor Pineda Who thought he had confidence, & things under control and yet his dog still reacted to his inner vibration Of trauma from a very serious car wreck he suffered. You can Read the Book, Your Body Keeps Score. or Dr. Bradley Nelson's book who's helping peoples physical issues thru healing their emotional ones. Donna Eden. . . Many more. Seek, & you will find.
People say you shouldn't talk about your c*** esp on social media, But I am because other people may feel the same. And I want you to know So you can heal it out and Know it does get better. . . Look to Dr. B. Power & Medicine Woman Soultion as I wouldn't be this far along without her. And take the time as Your Worth it & So Are Your Pups.
I need time to heal me and take care of me. Nobody else will. Im learning self care As we all should.
This is my journey. This is my story. This is me. I Am April. My love & Blessings to All.
