01/06/2020
We lost Charmy last night. 💔😿
She was more than a pet, she was a dear part of our family. May 27th 2019 we brought home this gorgeous shy little girl, she was very skiddish but started coming around a few months later, before she got fully comfortable with us just after Halloween she started withdrawing late November early December we got the bad news she had FIP a fatal disease, until I found the fip warriors page where us and Charmy went on an 84 day treatment, on March 15th she finished she flourished. Last week she came down with an eye infection, I was worried and we took her to the vet Friday where she had a fever, abdominal sensitivity they were worried about fluid in the abdomen, nothing showed on xray, gave her antibiotics and pain meds. Saturday she still was not feeling great but she was still trying to eat our chicken from our hands, so I was happy to see her appetite was doing ok. Then Sunday, her breathing seemed off, I monitored her throughout the day sometimes it was ok, sometimes faster, I thought it was due to her fever. Then her breathing was labored, rapid. We took her to the emergency vet, she needed to go in an oxygen chamber, got more xrays. The x-rays showed she was filled with poo, couldn't have pooped in days, and her heart was rounding and her lungs was filled with fluid, she passed away before the results even came back. The vets do not think this was anything FIP related it was pulmonary edema, plueral effusion, congestive heart failure. They don't know why, or why it was so sudden. I'm angry, I'm hurt, I'm lost, I don't know what to do. We beat fu***ng fip for her to get another rotten hand. Life is so unfair 💔 I feel so sick. In the time she wasn't sick and was fip free she was so lively and rambunctious and loved her brother's so much. It's already so quiet without her. I'm angry and so depressed she's gone, but I cherish the time I had with her, I'm not sure how I will get over this, I'm far from okay right now. You will be so missed Charmy, everyone loved you ❣️you are everywhere I look, your toys, your favorite spots, knowing I'll never have you come wake me up in the morning anymore, needing only 3 breakfast plates instead of 4 is killing me. Rest in peace my darling little girl, I'm so sorry I couldn't save you 😭 gone but never forgotten.
Just remember while you wait for me at the rainbow bridge
You and me, and me and you, I love you and you love me, you and me and me and you together forever ❣️
