16/12/2021
Well, it has been a while since my last post on my page... My Man Vinnie crossed the Rainbow Bridge a little over a year ago, and it still feels like yesterday. I still see him in my mind just as clearly. I remember exactly what it felt like to hug his huge neck. I can almost feel him put his soft muzzle against my cheek or on my head, swishing his upper lip back and forth to tangle up my hair.....I can remember his warm breath on my skin on a chilly day after our rides.
Although I am thankful for all this.....oh what I would give for one last ride on My Man Vinnie! To feel his strength and power as he would clear any fence or obstacle in front of him, the feeling is unmatched! He was that once in a lifetime kind of horse. A gift. My Man Vinnie was a true gift in my life. So special, he far succeeded the dream I thought he was going to be...he was so much more, in so many ways...
Although Vinnies memories are vividly and firmly set in my heart, he is still gone. He is gone. With his passing and absence, a very big hole in my heart has appeared. A large, empty hole. A place in my heart that was taken the moment I saw those big, sweet, gentle eyes, and the lopsided heart in the middle of his forehead. A place in my heart that was his from the moment we first met...he had nickered when he saw me and I knew, I knew I was his.
I miss "My Man Vinnie" every single day. Although I now have a relationship with "Zazu's Belmont" and am trying to foster this and help us become closer, Vinnie is always there. Zazu and I have become closer and he genuinely seems to like me now, but he will never be Vinnie and I believe that's okay. He will take a new and different place in my heart. I can love them both. I love Vinnie for all he brought to my life and the dreams he fulfilled for me and was to me and will ALWAYS be. I love Zazu for what he is, is going to be and has helped me thru. He has become my new friend and is developing his own place in my heart - a different one.
Vinnie will always and forever be with me and hold his special place in my heart. Thst once in a lifetime horse. "My Man Vinnie" is gone, but will never be forgotten, only remembered, Always.