02/09/2022
Happy Birthday BB!
If you were still here with us, you would have turned 15 today. I still remembered when you were first diagnosed with cancer, I went to eat this very cake. As I ate, I cried until the waiter asked if everything was OK. That just made me burst into tears. Today I bought the same cake for you but I'm not crying as I know you are no longer in pain and suffering. Instead you are with the Good Lord watching over me as my guardian angel. I still miss you though. But I can't seem to remember your face and touch clearly anymore. Whenever I tried to do so, my mind is just a blank with a splitting headache. I think it is just a coping mechanism that my brain has in place to prevent me from getting too emotional. But I have tonnes of your photos and video so I will keep watching them whenever I miss you. You will never be forgotten as you now lived in my heart. You will always be special to me as my first dog and probably last dog as I can't bear another heartbreak. Mummy will always love you baby. Run free and be happy....