11/08/2019
I haven’t posted in forever! It’s been a busy and chaotic several months with work, appointments, health and life. Sammy is doing so well at work with me, though I do need to do some remedial training with him because he’s gotten a little too relaxed with our department. Our company loves him... he makes people smile every day and even our CEO has come to meet us and see Sammy! My boss is wonderful with all of this and so affirming of me, of Sammy as a team member, and of all my complex things. When she knows I’m not feeling well she asks what Sammy’s doing, because she knows that if he’s anxious there’s a real problem, and if not things will be okay. It’s such a kind and wonderful approach! My mental and physical health have both been a serious struggle lately, but I’m getting through it, mostly. There have been more panic attacks, more flashbacks and nightmares, way more joint dislocations and POTS episodes, but Sammy is so aware of this and let’s me know when I need to just stop for a bit. Sammy is excelling at his tasks for both mental and physical health issues. This past week I had a follow up with an oncologist because of my tumor and health issues last year. It struck me that I can’t imagine sitting there, waiting for an oncologist, with no human with me, if I didn’t have Sammy. Next month we will move to a new apartment complex that is going to be wonderful for both me and Sammy!! It will help both of us a lot. I’m excited and so grateful for the help from family coming from both the east and west coasts to help us in Colorado! We are lucky.