16/02/2021
I'm just beginning to get back on my feet after saying goodbye to my sweet baby boy. It has hit me much harder than I thought possible.
I have read each and every message that you have sent me and while I haven't yet had been able to reply to them, I just want to say that each one has brought me more comfort than I can possibly say.
I still cry every day. I still feel like I can't breathe sometimes. I still feel completely lost. I'm just taking it step by step and taking the time I need to heal. The pictures and memories help, but nothing can replace kissing his sweet face goodnight every day.
But I will take on all the pain of this loss if it means he never has to feel an ounce of pain ❤
I regret nothing about his amazing life and adventures or the care we gave him through his cancer journey. I wouldn't have changed a single thing.
And once I'm back on my feet, I want to help make sure that you can also say the same thing as you go through the cancer journey with your dog. Maybe that will be the legacy Zeke leaves behind.
I wanted to share this picture that my sister found of a young Zeke shortly after I adopted him, running free with his best friend Mak. We've now lost both these sweet souls to cancer, but I can't stop smiling when I see this picture as I imagine this is what they're doing right now- running so fast, all 4 feet off the ground, whole, happy, healed ❤