24/04/2017
Mommas here, This page was set up for Finn when I saved him from Death....Kindness for Kimball Momma shared our story and wanted to help with his medical etc And just when my husband of 16 years decided he was done with us.Thats when our family with yall began. So Thank You Sherry ♡ Our marriage was suffering already but to dump us.....was devastating to say the least. My world turned upside down. And You guys rallied around us like life support and it was for me. I could vent, rage and laugh with you all. So Thank You all Again.
The divorce, move all of it tore me down so bad but held onto hope to get thru it. We'll it was just the beginning in ways I couldn't see. It's been Hard. Family has been a total let down (long story) I don't step foot in my Mother's home Because her husband is a Jerk. Brothers have come attacked me threw me down steps, falsely accused me of things told me I was pathetic loser to get a job etc.....Judged me on so many levels. They really knew nothing about me. I had been gone 18 years away from them , never asked them for Anything ..Oh lord let me count the times I've been attacked. My thing was to remove myself from all people who want to tear me down n hurt me. Funny how your own family will hurt you vs. Strangers...... Its Sad. Old friends have been scarce , I know people move on with their life after 18 years. So I found we were more alone and secluded than before. Just don't fit in anywhere. It's been a soul searching ride which I'm sure I needed. I've questioned Everything from moving back here to every thought in my head. It's been tough.....but I always put the kids first. Always. I'm not good at asking for help or friends or someone to talk to. So I sit here Alone. I could write a book on it. But we push on and pray.....
I've been lost devastated and sad for a long time but I am determined to come out on the other side one day Soon I pray.
Wow didn't plan on a long post but it just comes out...lolll
We just wanted to fill you guys in on our journey. You all helped so much, So I thought it would be good to let some things out maybe it would help me again. Yall are the most caring compassionate people with big hearts So Thank you for all your words, support and love♡
