18/06/2024
Freya turned 10 years old last week on the 14th. Happy Birthday Freya.
I was rolling along with this leukemia wind down, but this Freya The Siberian Husky diarrhea thing is really pushing the buttons to stay Stoic Memento Mori. I've had to confine her to the kitchen for cleanup and trying to get immodium to possibly work but it is leukemia and likely a sign we're nearing the end. Trying to study Marcus Aurelius, Seneca, and Epictetus on death. I doesnt seem to have mentally prepared for the pooping issue and need to square things in my head.
With unconditional love they carry you for the biggest part of their life, you are gonna have to carry them through the last part of theirs. That is the gig. You owe them that.
Sadder still to watch it die than never to have known it, for you, the blind who once could see, the Bell tolls for thee...
Time Stand Still.
