06/03/2023
My sweet Gabe has left us.
He was surrounded by me, his Pa, his brother, his grandparents, and his amazing vet. He was 1 week shy of 10 years old.
There’s no words. No words to describe my boy.
Gabe found his way to me after being in rescue in Texas. I knew immediately he was the one for me. Gabe was deaf, epileptic, had blunt force trauma to the head, spondylosis, cardiomyopathy, and a bladder condition that remained undiagnosed. He was the most special boy.
We had a rocky start (more like B had a rocky start). Adjusting to having a new brother was no easy task, but they did it. They became best friends and I know Bubba will miss his brother everyday. Bubba has known for a while what is happening and has been so kind and giving Gabe and I the space to mourn together.
Gabe overcame a lot in his years by my side. He started walking off leash, he was able to be out of his crate when I left, he became nicer to other dogs, he started to share, he began to love his face and ears being rubbed, and with each day he became more and more of a prince. Because let’s be honest, he was spoiled every day. Man could rock a sexy turtleneck okay!
The biggest gift Gabe gave to me was the experience of caring for a special needs dog. Because of him, we will have many more in the years to come. He was a gift all in himself, but he always made me feel like I was the gift. Everyday he made sure I knew that I was all he needed. He saved my life just as much as I saved his.
I really don’t know how to embark on this new phase of life. I have protected Gabe every day for the past 5 years and not being able to protect him anymore is uncomfortable and heartbreaking. Having his soul be free and not where I can make sure he is safe is absolutely horrendous. Gabe completed me in ways no person/dog has ever been able to. This feeling is all too real and I don’t know how we will be okay.
My boy. I will love you for eternity. I can’t bring myself to say goodbye, so I will see you soon. I will see you in all the places we’ve been and the places you loved. You were the greatest gift.