04/06/2024
Its been awhile since I've posted a reflection. There's been times I've started to type, but then stopped and just deleted it💔
I still cry every day, or catch myself starting too. I drive myself busy so my mind doesn't go idle and the negative swarm in. We continue to be showered with blessings, immense support and so much love. Definitely the strongest thing holding this Mama together🌹
I think of Axal every single day, evey second, over every hill and around every corner. But as I drive over 300 km a day for work, driving through areas where I know this pup went missing or that pup went missing. It's no longer about Axal and truthfully hasn't been for awhile. Theres alot of emptiness and pain out there right now. Alot of families sleeping like crap, not taking care of themselves. Cause they're running rapid trying to find their pups🫂
We have 70+ step kids out there somewhere. Axal has been gone almost 6 months. But you know what, there are others who have been gone even longer. Vanished without a trace😥
My heart constantly thinks of these families. Any selfish emotion is quickly swept away, as the secrets of this evil surround me. Trying to comprehend why and how. How can you watch so many families hurt?? How can you see how hard they're looking, and not have a guilt emotion to want to do the right thing? How do you sleep knowing young kids are crying to their parents asking where their pup is? How do carry yourself knowing you ripped such innocence away⁉️
I'd like to end this post and take this time to thank every rescue, shelter and individual who is here for the right reasons, looking out for all these pups. No personal gain, no personal benefit. Just true incognito heros🦸♀️🦸♂️
Thank you for the constant advice, support and the strength. These families feel it, myself included. As much as I hope pups stop disappearing all together, I sure hope the strength of this community only grows for every family that enters this h*ll❤️🩹
From the bottom of my heart, as a Mom looking for her kid. I can only pray he ends up in kind hands and with a heart as big as this community. I pray for safety for all these pups🙏
PLEASE DO THE RIGHT THING AND LET THEM COME HOME🙏🐾🧡