Truk

08/05/2024

You would have been 10 years old today, and we would have made a HUGE deal out of it. 🎂 I miss you so much 😭 Happy Birthday, Baby Dog ♥️

21/03/2024

We have decided to leave Truk's page for legacy posts, and memories. So... Dewey has his own page! We hope you'll join us over there too! https://www.facebook.com/Dewey.McSparron 😍

Welcome to Dewey's "Dew Drops"!

17/03/2024

Just a few photos of Dewey’s first day home. Mostly sleeping/cuddling. He also had his first bath. ♥️

16/03/2024

Rest up, Dewey! You’re coming home today ♥️

03/03/2024

So, If you have ever seen the movie, “A dog’s purpose”, you will understand my belief system. I already believed that our “special ones” keep reincarnating, to find their way back to us, before I ever saw that movie. (If you haven’t seen it, I highly recommend it.)
In Truk I saw many of the same quirks of my previous ‘special ones’, throughout my life. And Truk had embodied the perfection of a soul that had grown with me, and evolved into the dog who knew exactly what I needed from him.
Well, I believe he has found his way home again. The universe sent me several signs to guide me to him, as has always happened in the past. Yesterday, I found him. When I held him close, I instantly felt that familiar connection.
My hope is that he did life so well the last time around, that this time he was gifted with a healthy body, to match his amazing heart & soul. We hope that he will be able to do more of things that he wanted to do, but was unable, with his medical issues. (Including fully enjoying his duties as a Jeep co-pilot 😉)
He still has a little growing to do, and then he can come home in 2 weeks.
When we get a chance to see who he wants to be this time, we will choose a new name, for his new life.
His name will be added to the page, and his updates will be posted here.
Thank you for all the love you showed him in his last life. We look forward to sharing his new life with you. ♥️
~Love and Light~

21/02/2024

It’s been almost 12 weeks since you had to go, and it still feels like 5 minutes ago. I still cry everyday. And most days I can’t even breathe when I realize you’re not here. A couple times I thought maybe you found your way back, in a new puppy. But when I realize it wasn’t you, my heart breaks all over again.
I miss you so much, Truk. I just don’t know how to let you go my sweet baby dog. 💔

22/12/2023

Here they are, the shrine, and the public words that you deserve…
I still don’t even know where to start. But I don’t want too much time to go by, in case you’re waiting for these words that you so definitely deserve to hear.
First and foremost, I love you so much, it literally hurts both emotionally, and physically.
It’s been almost 3 weeks, and it feels like you left just yesterday. It is not getting better with time, it is only getting more painful. I see you everywhere, until I realize that you aren’t really there. I wake up every morning believing you’re at the end of the bed, and then have to realize all over again that you aren’t.
I wake up crying in the middle of the night, because my terrible nightmare comes true, over and over again.
I look back at old videos, and I can see how much pain you were in, by how much more limited your movement was recently, and how much the light and joy had gone out of your eyes.
I could also see how much you still kept trying to be there for me, in spite of that. You never complained, not once. You still followed me everywhere, right up to the last couple weeks. And even then, when you were clearly uncomfortable, you still tried to.
And you still tried to console me, and even make me laugh, while I was trying to console you. You were truly selfless to a fault.
Over our 9 1/2 years together, we went through some pretty bad times with your health issues, and mine. But from the time you were a tiny baby, and until your last day, you never did anything “naughty”. You didn’t go potty in the house or cars, you didn’t chew on things, you didn’t take things that didn’t belong to you (including food sitting at nose level), and you never hurt anybody….You never even wanted to hurt anybody. Even the wild bunnies knew they were safe with you. And our ducks and chickens considered you their friend, as you laid out in the grass with them.
You didn’t deserve the cards you were dealt, my sweet boy. There was an awful lot of pain and suffering, for someone who never did anything wrong, and who only lived to LOVE. It was so totally unfair.
I would’ve took it all away if I could have, I promise you that. I did my best to make you as comfortable, and happy as possible. We spared no expense , and did everything we could to save you, every single time you were nearing an end, or showed any kind of suffering..
But I couldn’t save you this time. 😭 There was nothing they could do, and I couldn’t find an alternative either, and I’m so sorry for that.
I hope you know that I truly didn’t want to let you go. Please know I didn’t resent you for not feeling good, or not coming with me anymore. I NEED you to know that.
I let you go because I truly believed it was the best thing for you.. It was time for you to be free. Even if it meant we had to be apart. I literally broke my own heart, so you could have some for real peace, at last. That’s all I ever wanted for you. You truly deserved it more than anyone I know.
I have spent my whole life working with dogs, raising dogs, helping other people with their dogs, and even had a few special ones of my own. But there was never one, not a single one, like you. And I know in my heart, there will never be another like you again.
You were not a dog. You were a real boy, trapped in a dog body. (I am not the only one who saw that.)
No one could take your place, and no one will ever be allowed to try. I will be here with dad, waiting until we can be together again. I only hope you will be waiting for me too, and you will run to me with your wiggle butt, and excited whimpers, the way you always did.🥰
I miss you so much, and I love you… always. ♥️💔😘

03/12/2023

Today we said goodbye … for now. I thought I would be able to write his tribute today, but I can barely cope with the hole in my heart. 😭
He deserves all the words, so they will come, when I can pull myself together.
Thanks for loving, caring, crying and laughing with us all these years.🙏
RIP Handsome boy. Mama loves you always…🥰💔

30/11/2023

Today I made my last visit to Three Dog Bakery Fargo, to say goodbye to one of my best friends, Kalyssta. I am so happy I had such a great friend, and such a wonderful place to go, when mom & dad wanted to do something special for me. (Which was often, of course)
Thank you all for everything you ever did for me, and for making me feel just like a real little boy, like my mom has always said I am. 🥰🥲

**I will be spending a lot of quality time with my mom & dad for the next few days, and then mom will make another update on Sunday. Stay tuned**

08/11/2023

Just me and my dad watching tv…

21/10/2023

Doin’ my part…

20/10/2023

I do the same thing to mom! 🤣😂

15/10/2023

😂I act like I don’t know, but I know.💨🤢

08/10/2023

Hey you guys, I’m in Fargo INC magazine!!

Here at Fargo INC!, we love all things local business and meeting so many wonderful faces across the metro—including our furry friends! More

04/10/2023

Does your dad love you as much as mine loves me?

30/09/2023

Thank you, Kalyssta! 🦇🎃

05/08/2023

Big thank you to Kalyssta at Three Dog Bakery Fargo for always treating me like I’m the most important client they have. 🤴🏽🕺🏻🐾✨👅

03/08/2023

In my case it’s hot dogs. 😉😋

23/07/2023

Went to Three Dog Bakery Fargo! Got treats, and a cookie, and a rightfully deserved CROWN!!
(Kept barking while mom was taking pictures because she has my dang cookie in a bag. Hand it over!!)

12/07/2023

The look I give her for turning on the light, and waking ME at 5:15a.
I just went back to sleep after a long, noisy bath that started at 4:30a.
Geez, the nerve of her. 😳

04/07/2023

Have a great day…quietly 😉

18/06/2023

Happy Father’s Day, Dad! 👅 ♥️

07/06/2023

Shhhhh…. I’m being precious right now. 😉