08/02/2024
The pain of losing Koda has never really gone away. While it had gotten easier to handle, it was still there like a fresh bruise being poked and prodded. Just as it was getting to the point where grief had faded enough to be managed, something else bad happened.
Miss Dixie - who had been struggling with an increasingly painful degenerating eye condition - woke up one morning and chose violence as her life's choice. The result was an emergency visit to the vet for MacTyr and doggie jail for Miss Dixie.
We know that she didn't fully understand what was happening or what she had done. We also know that Dixie couldn't fully control herself. After a few days, Dixie again did something bad and tried to attack Freyja.
Unfortunately, during this incident, one of her humans was between her and Freyja. It was only extreme good luck that there was a metal cage with solid bars between Dixie and the human's face. Not that she was aware - Dixie had bloodlust and there was no mercy or sanity in her at that stage.
After the painful realization that due to circumstances, Dixie wasn't going to be able to safely be around any other dog again, and some serious conversations with the vets, some intense examinations and a lot of hard thinking, the decision was sadly made to say good bye to our Miss Dixie.
It was a very hard thing to do, saying goodbye to Dixie so soon after losing Koda.
After careful consideration, we decided to let the page stay Koda's memorial. Over time we will be uploading our memories of Koda. When it hurts a little bit less.