08/03/2025
Today is 10 years since Sam died. March 8, 2015.
Wow.
I remember getting the news. It was Sunday evening, and his assistant reached out to the Directors to let us know that Sam had just died. She wanted to give us the opportunity to break the news to our staff before word of his death hit the media.
I was devastated. I had been with him for nearly 10 years, and during that time, he included me in so many parts of his life. We attended charity functions, met with Governor Jerry Brown, and held press conferences with PETA. He even included Dr. Mori and me in a celebrity poker tournament. (And, yes, of course, Sam won.) He was also a support to me when my beloved dog Winnie died. He always made me feel seen and appreciated.
And now he was gone.
I lay awake that night, thinking of how I was going to tell the staff, and wondering what this meant for us.
By sheer coincidence, our clinic had a staff meeting scheduled for the following morning. I remember my car wouldn’t start that morning, so Dr. Mori picked me up and we drove to the meeting together.
As our usual staff-meeting potluck breakfast got underway, I just sat there quietly, watching the staff eat and chat and joke around with each other, dreading the moment I was going to have to put an end to the good times with the news of Sam’s death.
As everyone finished their breakfast and the meeting was about to begin, I took a moment to let them know that we had just lost our beloved boss and benefactor.
Total silence spread throughout the room, as some of the staff stared at me in disbelief. I still remember the look of their wide-open eyes. The sadness in the room was palpable. Many of us had been with him for several years, and his loss left a big void for us.
To be clear: We knew he was sick. We knew he was not going to be with us forever, or even much longer. In fact, every time we’d seen him for the two years since his diagnosis, whether it was at a dinner, a staff meeting, or during a visit to our clinic, we were hit yet again with the reality of his impending loss. The changes in him were startling as his body weakened, giving way to the cancer that was slowly winning its fight.
And on March 8, 2015, it did.
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In the 10 years since Sam died, a lot has changed. The clinic is doing better than ever. Our program is comprised of some of the most incredible, most likable people I’ve ever met. I am constantly amazed by how kind, compassionate, hard-working and thoughtful every single member of our team is. I have no doubt that Sam would love and admire them every bit as much as I do.
Sam: We love you, we miss you, and we thank you for everything. 🧡
Sincerely,
Hannah – with Dr. Mori, Dr. Park, Lisa, Nef, Bree, Kendra, Javy, Laura, Marie, Jackie, Ingrid, Sabrina, Jessica, Cindy, Maria “Cookie”, Giulia (now Dr. G) and Robin. 💕