17/06/2025
Today was one of those days that found me anxious, frustrated, wound up, and having difficulty finding my "peace that passeth all understanding." So I reached for music, the old hymns of the faith that I grew up singing around the piano with my grandma.
I have very vivid memories of sitting next to her on the piano bench at church, singing "The Old Rugged Cross" to sing for special music. I couldn't even read yet, and so we sang it, over and over, until I had the words fearlessly memorized.
I think "This Is my Father's World" was probably the second song I learned in that fashion. I think this is one of those hymns that lives in my bones to this day, not just for the richness of the theology, the comfort of these truths (This is my Father's world, the battle is not done. Jesus who died shall be satisfied....) but also for the core memory that wells up inside me in the face of this tune, these lyrics, of a time warm at Grandma's side, when all was right in the world, and when my child-like faith felt simple, and easy, and assured, before a broken world got a hold of me and fractured my confidence, shook my tender faith, and grew me into a different person.
All is just as God intended. I'm thankful to be where I am, doing what I'm doing, and for all the steps that led me here, even the ugly ones, the hard ones, the ones I thought I couldn't take, all ordained by my Father's loving hand.
But I'm thankful for the ability to shorten the years that stretch between this me and the little girl sitting beside her Grandma, and thankful, too, to have been taught these great old hymns that sustained my spirit and my faith even in the days that were hard, like today.
I hope this brings you a little comfort and peace today, too, and if you didn't grow up hearing these hymns or find this one unfamiliar, I hope that the Truth reaches you wherever you are.
Be blessed friends.
Love, Erika