21/04/2024
No time like the present for an introduction, right?
I’m Caroline. I wear my treat pouch more than my purse, I’m always fishing dog treat or graham cracker crumbs out of my laundry, and I’m in the middle of a big transition in my life.
I can’t remember a time I *wasn’t* enraptured by dogs. I preferred animal figurines to Barbies, checked out every dog book my elementary school library had to offer, and prattled off the names of dog breeds the way other kids... Well, I can’t think of anything comparable. My neurdivergence was diagnosed at a young age, but even before *I* knew it, my neurospicey brain had latched onto canines.
In part due to the pressures of society, and in part due to my own diverging interests, my love of dogs and other animals took a backseat in my life, and a love of the human mind, medicine, and working with people fell to the forefront. I decided to pursue a career in speech and language pathology, better known as speech therapy, which led to my bachelor’s and master’s of science degrees in the field. I currently hold two state licenses and national membership with the American Speech-Language-Hearing Association (ASHA).
Life has a funny way of unfolding, though, as I’ve learned. I officially entered the SLP field in 2020, just as the COVID-19 pandemic changed what it meant to be a healthcare worker forever. I got into this field because I truly *love* helping people, but found myself help*less* as I said goodbye to lives which ended needlessly, over and over again. I held on as the landscape of medicine cracked and crumbled under the weight of death, leaving skeleton crews of providers (myself included) trying to meet the ever-growing needs of patients. I’ve tried, and tried, and overcommitted myself, and cared so deeply, and ignored wave after wave of burnout until I finally admitted to myself that this wasn’t working anymore. That I couldn’t do this full-time forever. There is nothing, *NOTHING* wrong with staying in the same job or the same profession for the rest of your life… But 2 years in, I knew I couldn’t.
I stumbled upon force-free, R+ dog training the night I just wanted an audibook to fall asleep to. I wanted to adopt a greyhound, and I wanted to be the *perfect* pet parent by reading every dog book I could find (just like the old days), but that night I just wanted to fall asleep. The technical stuff could wait til morning; I wanted something soulful to dream to. Suzanne Clothier’s “Bones would Rain from the Sky” popped up as a suggestion on Apple Books, and, well, I found it hard to sleep that night. I was up instead, listening. The rest is, in short, history.
There’s more to this, but I’ll explain over time. For now, I’ll sum it up to say that I’m still working as an SLP, I *still* love working with people, but I intend to become a dog trainer and behavior consultant *as well.* The force-free philosophy blends the art and science of helping my two favorite species (dogs and people) communicate in concert with each other. My values as a neurodivergent person and ND-affirming speech therapist give me empathy for both sides of the leash. My personal dog, my greyhound named Dani, has been my greatest teacher, though I also owe my growing wealth of knowledge to the international and local dog training and behavior professionals who’ve inspired me along the way as well.
I hope to share every facet of my experiences in this little corner of the internet here as well as on Instagram . If you’re interested, I hope you’ll come along for the ride.
Let’s See YOU as the human, See THEM as the dogs we share our lives with, and See US as a team with so much to accomplish.
-Caroline