31/07/2024
Some days he seems like the rowdy pup of days ago, other days it breaks my heart. He will be 11 in November. That first year I was told he would live a short life due to vwd. We proved that vet wrong. I was quick to become as educated as I could to take the best care of him.
The past year the normal age related struggles have been harder for him.
One year on gabapentin for his pain. His joints hurt and he stumbles and falls. With the medication he bounces back better versus before where if he fell then he would fell over and over. On one of his last vet appointments he picked up some fleas and that treatment was tough on his skin causing dry skin and him licking himself raw over and raw. I have something to help him calm enough to give the wounds time to stop bleeding but I worry about him being too relaxed and falling more.
He has been getting spooked outside and doesn’t want to go outside. Not sure what started that.
Today he pooped on the porch which is not normal.
Then after we went to bed he got out of bed and just started peeing.
Non stop just stood there for what felt like minutes until this bladder was dry. ( only time anything like this happened was a uti where he actually peed on my husband and could only pee in small amounts and had blood in urine .. which is also an issue with vwd)
He knew he did something wrong and was shaking all over.
The thing is I see this as a sad progression. My husband doesnt handle emotional things well.
Usually I would flip out but I had to be the calm one tonight. It’s not something that he wants to even think about at all.
I mean let’s face it no one does.
So after a carpet clean up and laundry of the towels used he is back to bed. Not sure if I’ll sleep tonight or not. Tomorrow I’ll have to get the rug up and clean under it. Then hope it was a one time thing.
I need to try and shake this off but I can’t.
So many things it could be …
A trip to the vet seems likely for urine and bloodwork.
Having a fur baby with an illness is so costly and I always leave feeling like the vet is clueless.
I feel so alone on this… I need a closet cry tonight since I will have to be the strong one.
He is our boy and even if he has broke the bank here it’s the best place for him. Such a lover boy and as gentle as they come.
I know he was meant for us so I could take care of him.
Irresponsible breeders caused this and it so sad.