26/06/2024
hi everyone. my friend Beverly Sue Hough-Hicks who's been doing great service in so many ways, including being my message posts. is awesome. Thank you.
I spent most of yesterday in the ER. I had all the symptoms of a heart attack but whew, thank you Lord, that got x'd out. But they did find another infection, so I'm being treeated for that.
Along with the stress of the whole situation my former DR, fired me and now is busy maligning me everywhere. His former staff---he told the operation, in some degree to his dormer manager and he flits around the country. But he's still medical director or something here. Anyway, I caught staff --- and admitted to this on a tape recorder-- sending other doctors a first entry that said I was going to kill him.
So 2 police officers showed up to interrogate me. I sit here in my wheelchair, homebound for several years, can barely walk a few steps, right, I'm going to kill someone. Tiny me vs. 6 foot 5 of him.
The story gets better. He says that well, I'm going to a Mafia thug to kill him. I looked at the cops and burst out laughing and said "WHAT? THEY HAVE A WEBSITE CALLED HIRE A MAFIA THUG.COM ON THE WB NOW? tHEY STARTED LAUGHING TOO, COULDN'T HELP IT.
I said i've been locked in this house for years with a crippling illness; can't afford a whelechair van, don't know any Mafia thugs or how to find them but do I look like someone who's going to be able to go kill a big guy like him or hang out with the Mafia. Is it even still out there?
He and the woman who got the job here through an agency he told me to hire regularly trade gossip, and he spreads it around. He went to home health agncies and collected statements from everyone who didn't like me because, as is my right, I asked for some to be replaced. Say, like someone who showed up reeking of booze. He has a whole litany aboiut me and my alleged sins and nobody likes me anyway. Nobody. On and on. He bragged abut getting the statements. Called me from airports to rage at me.
Those of you who worked with me at NASA are liars too, because I never did that. I lie. She tried to get rid of some certificates, awards, and photos, like one of me in the payload bay of one shuttle in an honoree visit, but I surprised her by coming down stairs and she hastily threw them in a closet saying she as cleaning. The agency's manager refused to talk to me during the time I tried to get rid of her, threatened me that she could make sure I never got any services from the state of OK again. Not true.
She then ambushed me, weighing in at 350 pounds, slovenly, smelled sometimes, a woman who abandoned her children for almost 7 years, disappeared, I was told, totally. Told by several people and members of her family too.. She bragged that she followed me around with a tape recorder and could clip and put together things she recorded to say anything she wanted them to say.
He would repeat her lies word for word, she did the same when she went to cops and alleged I attacked her -- please see above about wheelchair and tiny and crippled--- and was loony. I talked about "going up in space" and submarines that fought under water. Crazy stuff, right. No wonder she wanted to ditch those awartds and honors and cool stuff. Gee, thank goodness she didn't know about those I didn't even put up.
Then there were the guns all over the house, some hanging off the walls and ceiling. That pair of cops laughed too.
Tons of meaningful things were stolen. She threatened me that I would be put in a mental asylum, drugged, and this DR would do it. He did everything she said. She had done this to elder women before and it was easy. Lots of threats -- with the DR abusing me, denying me medical care when I showed up after the beating, he and staff had a script. I needed to go to the hospital with her and get counseling for a domestic dispute. That became "we told you to go to the hospital" and I refused. Silly me, I denied this lie, sitting there in an open-sleeved dress and no one would look at my bruises let alone the really awful stuff. I still have vision problems from having my heard banged against the wall.
She threatened my pets, demonstrated how she would give them a painful death and I'd have to watch. I had them put in secure custody. They've known me for years, and NOW LISTEN TO THIS.
THEY TOLD ME THAT i DIDN'T HAVE TO EXPLAIN MY SITUTAITON BECAUSE THEY'D WORKED THINGS LIKE THIS BEFORE AND HEARD OF OTHERS. Read AARP stories. Plus I was me and what I said was always right and true. When I said it might take a day at least as I had to get a ride, they said no, that their secure pickup was already enroute to me. They dispatched them before I was off the phone.
Then I got an incredible pro firm, military and police backgrounds, armed and certified like, and in some things, above, some cops. Armed people roamed around my house, property and neighborhood 24/7. He learned of my security the day they arrived, and I had an appt. with him--he raged at me for getting security. Proved that I had a mole in my house. In their outside patrols they spotted the same people cruising around the house, studying the patrol cars, and the most prominent one of the people was a trusted worker. Hmmm. Learned he was the son of the woman who attacked me and threatened me and sang the praises of her partner, the doctor, as she described him.
THEY STILL MENACE AND MALIGN ME. I had planned to move back home any way, now, if I can find a house, I will move ASAP. btw the dr reads me here -- he slipped an quoted me directly word for word. So feel free to say hi to him.
Ya'll and friends here, like Beverly, are crucial in my safety. THANK YOU. See, oops, I forgot -- nobody likes me. Damn. I was supposed to be vulnernable, weak, and with nobody who cared about me. He mocked me for so much, in front of people. Among the topics: tee hee (he smirked a lot when he raged) having not just relations who care, but friends who go back to 5th grade. Another lie. Nobody does that, and oh yes, nobody liked me.
We're continually upgrading security around here, Ya'll getting cops out here for wellness checks REALLY SAVED THE DAY. The prowleres and watchers were hit by security people, their marked cars, and oh yes -- days of cops (thank you officers--showing up here to observe, talk to security, make sure they talked to me and I was OK.
Will continue to share phone number, but not on here. PM me to arrange. My computer didn't malfunction; it was hacked. Crucial things like here -- all this communication oh my! peop[e who care--and my grocery shopping site, etc. I can still sling code, and with a computer specialist, well, we rocked.
I'm still sick but I refuse to stop fighting back. And by gosh, it turns out that I've got an army of good people who care. Thank you again. And good is essential. This whole thing, yep, there's more awful stuff, is about good vs. evil. The enemies are evil and believers in good Damned Dare recognizing them now. Heck, they've been celebrating their actions, bragging about them.
Ooops. Damned if there aren't at least 2 or maybe 3 who like me, know me deeply, and are fighters.
NOTE: I HAVE NO EVIDENCE IN THIS HOUSE. IT'S ALL IN THE HANDS OF THOSE WHO KNOW HOW TO PROTECT AND CONTROL IT.
When I get my wheelchair van, I'm going to write something on both sides, big letters: FRIENDSHIP IS LIFE.