15/03/2020
Its been a week since Lucky crossed the rainbow bridge , I miss him so much , I keep thinking about his little face and his soft soft fur . I have dealt with death since I was in first grade and a girl we went to school with had open heart surgery and she died , in 2 nd grade our first grade teacher died , in 5th grade 2 of my cousins died in a fire and the following year my uncle was murdered, that is just the tip of the iceburg. This has been as hard as losing my parents , is that wrong ? I feel llike all I want to do is curl up and die ( thats why I volunteered to work an extra day or two this week just so I dont sit here and think about him and be sad .. ) I know it will get easier with time , but right now I am miserable .