18/03/2025
Sometimes I just cannot, for the life of me, figure my parents out.
We went on a long adventure, except that it was only an adventure for them - they wanted to see some of the little people that mean so much to them, so I had to just ride along for miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles...you get the idea. We all squished into something called a campervan, and off we went. Mom is shocked at how well I travel in that thing. The problem was that I had a little sore on my back before we left that turned into a huge, disgusting, gross, scary wound during the adventure, or so I'm told. All I know is that it hurt and itched like nobody's business. They put medicine on it, but nothing helped. So, the second we got home, off we went to the scary cage place. I hate that place. It hurt, whatever they did, and now...well, you can see what I've been reduced to. Not cool.
But, apparently things are a bit worse than all that. My ear was horribly infected too, and my parents have no idea how either sore happened. I wish I could tell them. Then, the scary cage place people took some stuff from my body and tested it. I really can't stand when that happens. The doctor called Mom and filled her in on the bad sore and what needs to be done to fix it, but they talked about other things as well. I know I'm almost blind, I'm definitely almost totally deaf, sometimes I don't know where I am, I hurt, and I've been having accidents many times a day. It's not my fault! Mom and Dad couldn't decide, actually, if it wasn't my fault or if I just didn't care. To be fair, when I was younger, sometimes I DIDN'T care. But, I have been vindicated - the stuff they tested let them know that something in my body isn't working right, at all. Kidneys? I think that's what she said. They're failing. I'm on special food and meds for that too now, but it's not going to fix anything. Mom said she's not ready to have the difficult conversation yet - what does that mean?? It doesn't sound good. She says I still have a fair amount of life left in me, and my reaction to being sprung from the scary cage place proved that. I still have some spring in my step. Still, the doctor told her that the difficult conversation is now on the horizon. That's beyond my pay grade - I just want to go nap after all the excitement. Mom and Dad are sad about it, though. I'm an old guy and things are going south, as expected. They know it, and Mom said they'll do the right thing, when it's time, but that it's not quite the time yet. I'm not sure I like where these conversations are going, but I trust them.
The big girl stayed at the vet while we went on our adventure - there was no room for her in our van thing at all. She is making everyone crazy with how glad she is to be home. Things are back to whatever constitutes normal around here. Feels good.