30/07/2023
This is meā¦..
All my life Iāve been told who I should be,
what I should wear or what I should look like.
I tried to do what I was told, but it just didnāt take.
I was never happy fitting into their labels and boxes, so I stopped trying.
I realized that Iām unique, and I want more than to do what everyone else is doing.
I canāt and donāt do anything small or halfway.
Iām not afraid to put myself out there and take risks.
Sure, Iāve been hurt more than my fair share, but I donāt stop trying to love and be loved.
Itās a risk Iām willing to take, because the reward - love - is worth the price ... any price.
I know many would never agree with that, but itās my choice, and Iāll take the chance without hesitation.
Iāve spent many sleepless nights crying myself to sleep or tossing and turning in bed, unable to sleep because my mind wouldnāt stop..
But thatās just part of it, and I accept that.
I refuse to stop living and stop loving because Iāve had my heart broken.
I learned from my mistakes and I built higher walls around my heart, but I still give too much of myself..thatās just who I am.
I live every day to the fullest, and I love with all my heart ...
And I donāt plan on changing.
Itās who I am- I canāt love anything or anyone halfway.
So, if you think youāre going to come into my life with some lackluster passion or part time friendship, think again..
I expect what I give and I give it all.
Iām always there for my people and I always will be.
I wear my heart on my sleeve and I speak my mind..thatās just who I am.
When it comes to romance, I donāt need grandiose promises or fancy dreams.
I yearn for real, authentic and genuine love- deep feeling, soul touching, heart stimulating and visceral emotional connection.
Anything less isnāt enough for me.
Iām sure the world will shake its head in disapproval at the way I live and love, and theyāre welcome to pass judgment on me.
It doesnāt mean Iāll care or listen.
They donāt know where Iāve been and donāt know my reasons, so they donāt have the right to think they know me..because they donāt.
So, Iām going to keep charging hard into every day with everything I have, no matter how hard the challenges may be.
I was born to become more and thatās just what Iām doing.
Big heart, big hopes, big dreams..
And it all starts with me.
Iāll keep taking the chances for amazing love and wonderful friendships, because just like I always do,
Iām going to keep loving hard and living with all my heart.
Itās now or never,
So Iām choosing now.
Iām choosing me.
|ravenwolf
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