27/11/2024
Long post and story ahead - buckle in.
After 5 years and enough $$ spent that could have probably been a second house deposit, I have finally received a solid diagnosis for Bentley…
He has been diagnosed with a condition known as Equine Complex Vertebral Malformation, commonly known as ECVM.
This is something he was born with, and there are a few variations and it can affect horses in different ways. Essentially, Bentley has a unilateral malformation of his 6th and 7th neck vertebrae on the right side of his neck. This means that he does not have the normal attachment points for large tissue structures that would normally offer stability through the lower neck. Because of this, his muscles have attached differently, and formed different neural pathways, therefore his body compensates to account for this.
The way that this has been showing up recently for Bentley is intermittent short striding with his right forelimb which can be dependent on his neck and head position, and an overactive nervous system, meaning he gets very stressed, tense and anxious easily. This causes an overall body tightness and we have never been able to have any consistency with his workload, ever since he was started under saddle.
Previously, this has also potentially manifested as hindlimb lameness, spookiness, muscle asymmetry, recurrent ulcers, foot soreness .. who is to know what is linked and what isn’t. However, he has shown me time and time again, how the body needs to be looked at as a whole horse approach.
I have been very quiet about my struggles with Bentley’s undiagnosed lamenesses that have seemed to move around his body. It has been emotionally, physically and financially draining. I have had countless vets, diagnostic tests, radiographs, ultrasounds, gelding manipulation scar procedures, animal communicators, clinics, farriery work, physiotherapists, chiropractors, even surgery - you name it, I’ve done it. And now, I would like to spread awareness and support to those who may be fighting their own battle with their horse’s soundness.
I know how it feels to be at a loss and to feel like you have to continuously advocate and fight for your horse.
Keep looking, keep searching and keep advocating for your horse. The universe will have a way of leading you to your answer. When I look back, everything makes sense and there were little signs along the way that make so much sense now.
However the final piece to our puzzle was attending a clinic run by Thirza Hendriks. She looked at his neck radiographs (which were previously declared normal), and noticed the abnormality. She gave me so many answers, that just linked everything together. This then led me to have his neck re xrayed, and a confirmed diagnosis. For this, I am eternally grateful, and she has given us a rehabilitation plan to see how Bentley copes. I am so happy with the little team that Bentley has currently and the support going forward.
Does the diagnosis suck? Absolutely. It is probably one of the worst case scenarios. Will he struggle with it for the rest of his life? Yes, probably. Will I be able to ride him again properly? Maybe, maybe not. He will probably always have inconsistency, and I have to be realistic with his capabilities and my expectations.
However, I find relief in finally having a diagnosis, and now have a whole new level of empathy for Bentley. We have a plan for now and will continue with some gentle in hand work, to try and focus on building strength in the right areas to support his body the way he needs it.
Thankyou Bentley for always being a brilliant communicator and for never giving up on trying to tell me what is going on. It hasn’t always been easy, but despite the amount of discomfort he had to have been in at times, he has always been a horse that has held it together to the best of his ability.
I didn’t get what I “wanted” or expected in Bentley, however I obviously got what I needed. If it wasn’t for him; my knowledge, my horsemanship, my eye for detail, and my business, all would never have progressed the way they have.
He is the reason for my business, why it is called it The Holistic Horse, and why my logo is his face outline. He sent me on a path I never knew existed. I just hope I can continue supporting him and other horses, hopefully with a little less heartache.
If anyone would like to read up on the condition, here are a few links that may be helpful:
https://www.ecvmallbreeds.com/wat-is-ecvm
https://www.thirzahendriks.com/post/the-un-balanced-horse
If anyone wants to just chat or vent about any struggles they are having with their horse, I am just a message away.
Horses are hard enough, let’s try and spread awareness, knowledge and kindness within the industry, and continue providing the best for our favourite companions 🦄🫶🏼