24/07/2025
I have been doing a lot of work with Pumpkin the mule lately, about an hour or two nearly every day, to help prepare her for the transition to the new property. Part of that process has been desensitisation to lots of things she will experience in life, and mostly she has been doing well… no response to a rolling wheelie bin, a passing sheet of corrugated iron, or a buzzing grinder on steel. She is doing well… but yesterday I introduced her to a saddle blanket, and her response brought tears to my eyes. I merely showed it to her for a look. She saw it and it hit a fear trigger for her. She pulled back as hard as she could on the halter, the whites of her eyes were wide, and she squatted her haunches and trembled in fear. It was so sad to watch her. I stood calmly with her, but did not move forward or back, I spoke to her with love and waited for some calmness to return, but she was so frightened.. but eventually some calmness came.
Pumpkin does love me, and trust me, and this is helping us get through her fears. By the end of the session, I was able to hold the rug against her chest, and hug her with the rug between us, but it will take some time to get it past her shoulder. While I held her, I could hear her heart racing .
In working with rescued and wild animals, as well as ones bred at home , I get to see what is the usual amount of fear. This was completely disproportionate for something new, and obviously had some history for her.
When I got Pumpkin, she was only a year old, so what could he have done that was so harsh with a blanket? She was certainly too young to be ridden… I can’t imagine… but I will try not to think about it, and will try to focus on a blanket being a place of warmth and love. We will try again today.
This beautiful photo was taken by Michelle Knoll, Pumpkin was snuggling up to me over the fence while I put a pack saddle on Waru.