14/11/2024
2 years ago today I became paralysed in both legs,… whilst I still define the definition of being paralysed as my legs don’t work properly and I still have no feeling from the knee down I do not classify myself as still being paralysed, just that I have impaired mobility (I also refer to myself as a cripple - this is how I identify myself not how I see others!!!!!!) ,…. I still use crutches because I have no feeling I have balance problems.
Do I let it stop me in any way??? Absolutely not, I still drive just using my hands instead of my feet, I still ride (not Oscar yet but that’s because I have given myself other injuries along the way as did he) I still work, I still get myself out and about (if you see me shopping with a hoodie pocket full of stuff and a loaf swinging from my crutch I will pay for it all - it’s just how I roll these days 🤪) and I definitely still party - probably harder than I ever did before - I’m now just the crazy crutch lady on the dance floor 🤣
I definitely do not let it define me!!!
I also definitely do not portray the victim or exaggerate my emotional or physical feelings,… hell I don’t even accept any of those myself, I just simply crack the 🤬 on!!!
Life’s to short to make your own life worse and sympathy is not something that I want to get from anyone!!!!
The neurologists all say nerves only regenerate for 2 years,… I’ve worked hard for those two years to recover and regenerate as much as possible and still do my physio exercises more than my physio says too!!!
Whilst I’ve still managed to to do some mischief and injuries along the way I haven’t done half as much of those as I’d have liked too,…so now’s the time to stop focusing on recovery without injury but with a mindful approach to not further injuring myself,…. It’s time to unleash my inner true self and become the true 100% risk taker I normally am!!!
To celebrate this and the fact I made it to 2 years I decided to throw a bale of hay on my crutch, so now, I’m currently walking a little wonkier than usual 🤪🤪🤪
Happy 2 years guys!!!!!