14/09/2024
This is a difficult post to write as it all still feels raw, but my sweetest, kindest, most open hearted Harry gave me, and my human, and fur family the happiest and most content 7.5 years of our life’s so I want to celebrate what would have been Harry’s 8th bday today. It’s been just over 6 months since Harry passed, the longest 6 months 💔
I think there will always be a piece of me missing for the rest of my life without my Harry, like anyone who has lost a loved one. Although I may try and fill it with people, things, holidays, I know i will always feel that void, and maybe that’s what they mean when they say I will hold space for you.
Price of love and I would do it all over again a million times just to have my Harry back in my life again with me, even for just one more day, for one more cuddle, one more walk ❤️
Harry I hope you are running free up there, sunbathing in the sun, making friends with everyone, and making sure everyone is feeling loved and included, what you always did unintentionally. I miss you more than words can say. Thank you for sharing your precious life with me, I really was the most luckiest mum. Life really isn’t the same without you in it.
This poem says it all really
“I was dragged into a new chapter that day.
one that started when your life ended.
i grabbed at the previous pages but life ripped them away.
new chapters have come and many of them good.
but i still find myself wanting to go back.
to stay with you.
bookmarked.
in the part of my life where you are still living”
loving the gone by sara rian
