18/10/2023
2023 has been the worst for me.
On Sunday after being discharged from Stoke Royal hospital on the Saturday, I made a spirited attempt to die from fluid on the brain. I don't remember anything apart from going to bed on Saturday night and then waking up Tuesday morning after my 6th emergency brain surgery on the Sunday. Then my oldest rescue cat, Jerry, had a stroke and passed away.
I am unable to do much moving about due to the wound in my stomach and brain and I now have a shunt from my left brain ventricle to my abdomen. I can't drive and looking after the rescue animals is very difficult. Whilst I'm normally the most stubborn person in the world I have to admit defeat and ask for help in the form of transport, cat food, house help etc. So if anyone can spare any of the above please let me know as my life is a disaster at the moment! Thank you for reading. Xx