08/07/2025
🕊️ Furr & Feather Wildlife Rescue – Closing My Doors
This is one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to write.
But the truth is: I’ve got nothing left to give.
I’ve poured every single part of myself into this rescue — my time, my money, my health, my home, my heart, my soul.
Every last piece of me has gone into trying to give injured wildlife a second chance.
And now… there’s just nothing left.
The livestock I raise to fund the rescue is collapsing:
• From 25 large elephant hawk, I’m down to 7.
• Only 1 of the smaller ones survived.
• The Rothschildia are fading.
• The DHH are struggling.
• The C. regalis? Total disaster. Weak stock. I had so much hope for these.
• The 46 privet hawks are doing well, so not ALL bad.
I’m still hoping for A. luna eggs to arrive from the States, but with the heat, I don’t think they’ll survive the journey.
• with the extra species, i was focusing on bulk raising (the above) i released around 400 eyed hawk larvae back to the wild, and gave away another 400 or so. I wish i now had kept some back....
On top of that:
• I’ve been ill — my usual conditions, plus severe dental problems and TMD causing unbearable pain.
• The dogs... Well.... A dog....destroyed some of the tubs — full of larvae.
• eBay has banned live insect sales — my winter fundraising platform totally gone.
• And most painfully — I lost my dad, suddenly and unexpectedly, in December 2023. I’m still deep in complex grief, still reeling from the loss of my mum in 2017, and other family and friends in between. It all hurts so much.
Every summer, I’ve slogged my guts out raising insects to fund the rescue.
Every winter and spring, I’ve sold pupae to make sure i have money there to be able to do this and buy all the birds will need.
All while caring for my family, struggling with my own health and depression, caring for my own animals, and trying to hold my life together.
I’ve faced:
• Constant criticism.
• People turning up with birds attacked by their own cats — and leaving without even offering a donation.
• Worsening home conditions.
• An unbearable lack of support.
• So many people saying “Let me know how I can help,” but then disappearing when I actually did. Over and over.
Still, I kept going. I kept fighting.
Because this rescue wasn’t just a project — it was my dream.
Since I was a little girl, this is all I ever wanted.
To help animals. To give them safety, healing, a second chance.
And it has been the most beautiful, fulfilling, heartbreaking journey of my life.
But now I’m tired. I’m beaten. I’m broken.
And with everything falling apart around me, I have to face the truth:
I know I’ve said I would close a couple of times now — but this time, it really is for good.
💔 Furr & Feather Wildlife Rescue is closing. 💔
And I am so sorry.
Sorry to be yet another rescue forced to shut down. So many of us are crumbling under the same weight: exhaustion, rising costs, relentless demand, and almost no real support.
Sorry to the birds I won’t be able to save.
Sorry for the guilt I will carry, knowing they still need help I can’t give.
I feel like I’m letting them down.
I feel like I’ve failed them.
But I just… can’t carry on anymore.
This isn’t a decision made lightly — it’s one made because I physically, mentally, emotionally, and financially cannot keep doing this.
I wish I could.
God knows I’ve tried.
I’ll still help where I can.
The odd bird, here and there.
Always the swifts — always.
But I can’t operate or advertise as a rescue anymore.
I’ll be letting the BBC know too.
To those of you who genuinely supported me — with time, love, encouragement, donations, even just kindness — I thank you with my whole heart. Truly. You helped me hold on longer than I ever could have alone.
To the animals — every single one of you was worth it.
To everyone else: I hope one day you understand what this kind of work takes from a person.
It doesn’t just cost money — it costs everything.
This has been my everything.
And it’s taken everything from me.
I am so, so sorry.
– Jane.
Furr & Feather Wildlife Rescue
Newark, Nottinghamshire
🕊️ I will however, be leaving this page running. Soon I’ll make another post tagging other local rescues and offering general advice for what to do if you find an injured or orphaned bird — including the basic care to give while you’re waiting for help.
📩 And while I can’t physically take animals in anymore, I will always be here via this page to offer advice and guidance.
Please don’t hesitate to reach out if you need support.
I just can’t do the hands-on work any longer.