12/12/2024
1 year ago, I left Bullscaff for 10 months, after 5 years of grafting every single day I was so tired, I so burnt out and ultimately i hit a climax.
It was a wierd feeling, after everything I built, all the hate I had, all the late nights, long drives, I was just in a weird place mentally, I was feeling ungrateful to my self, looking around thinking I have everything I have ever worked for, everything I dreamed of, a beautiful house, freedom, a amazing reputation world wide, all my dogs, all the history we made, I just wasn’t happy and I didn’t know why, that’s the truth.
I have always believed in my self but I’d be lying if I said Bullscaff would of been this big so quick, making Bullscaff big was never the goal, bettering the breed was and ultimately Bullscaff just grew uncontrollably, which wasn’t a bad thing BUT this come at a high price, friendships, relationships, money and my health. So I had to slow it down, I had to take a step back. Bullscaff become bigger than me and this was the problem.
Would I change it? Absolutely not! I am a better person for it all, I have learnt my lessons early on in this beautiful journey, I have a mountain of experience for my age and Bullscaff is in a better place for it, We have achieved it all, got all the 1st, We have made all the history we set out to do.
But I’m fresh now, ready to go and Bullscaff 2.0 is here, a more calculated, mature and steady approach, every decision must fit into the next decade of plans.
I’m going to keep ripping up the script up and doing it my own way because that’s the way I made Bullscaff a house hold name, no one before me as built something so beautiful and I’m proud of that.
The moral of the story: I own Bullscaff, Bullscaff doesn’t own me. I let it over take my whole life and I am wise enough to have noticed that and I am grateful I had the opportunity to disappear, reset, recharge in the dark and come back a better person for my self and for you guys.
Believe me when I say this, 2025 will be the biggest year of Bullscaff history and when I announce what I have been up to, you will all agree.
This is my story, this is my legacy and this is BULLSCAFF 💙