18/01/2025
Lovely boy indeed! ❤️
Number 6 Librela today! 6 whole months! I'm so grateful for every month I get with him now.
But it's getting harder.
He's not enjoying the stairs up to our flat now, and I'm carrying him up more often because he refuses and looks up at me as if to say, "I don't wanna." He used to gallop up them in 2 big leaps, then it was plodding steps that have grown more effortful over time, and now he occasionally gets stuck half way and needs a butt boost. Didz is a deep worrier, like his muvva, and so I'm not sure if it's really hurting him to try at all now, or if he's not wanting to try because he's worried he'll get stuck.
The vet said she thinks he has some degeneration (spinal or neurological) that's affecting his proprioception, which could be why he doesn't want to navigate the stairs anymore. His back legs are wobbly, but he wants to walk, he wants to mooch around and slowly make sure his flock are together. He's bright and as the vet said today, "look at that sparkle in his eyes"! Full of enthusiasm for food, for cuddles, and life. Just no stairs please!
But it's okay. I will carry him up. I would carry you all the way to Mount Doom, best boy.
I'm hoping today's Librela will help, anyway.
Every time we go to the vets now I have a big cry because I know we will be there again one day relatively soon and i'm so scared he's in pain all the time and can't tell me. But the kind vet gave him a little check, and I received some reassurance from her and the lovely nurse too, and we laughed at how busy he is and still has his nose into everything and doing his show dog sit to demand treats - so many good signs that he's okay for now.
Some pics of him with his dear friend Myrtle and fam, enjoying our extended Christmas and New Year with all of us in our holiday Devon farm house!