03/01/2025
I enjoyed reading all of your stories and thoughts on my post last night, it gave me a lot to think about this morning while I was doing the yard.
I had one of those mornings where I was so aware I was in a moment that I will look back on fondly forever. Everywhere was extremely frosty but with lovely strong sunshine. I let the horses into the main field while I cleaned up after them and filled all of their haynets. Then I headed out into the field to do a little bit of training and filming with them.
They both came straight over and were keen to interact with me. There was just such a peaceful vibe around them, Lenny is rarely an affectionate horse, but today he really seemed to lean into me. They just felt content and happy and it was a feeling I wish I could bottle forever.
Lenny then proceeded to knock my tripod over with his nose 3 times before he was banned from the backstage area. Their curiosity and personalities don’t bring me frustration, they make me smile.
They then headed back in to the freshly filled hay boxes and stood contentedly munching while I rasped their hooves. I cut up one of the “Christmas” apples my dad bought for them (which was meant to be a Christmas Day only apple but has turned into a “just a few a week” apple because he loves giving them treats) 🍏 and scattered the pieces into the hay for them to forage for.
I sit here thinking about what really brings me joy with my horses now and honestly its not the riding or even the training. Its Dan’s quiet whicker when he smells the apple in my pocket, its Lenny trotting over from the top of the field when he sees me coming with his dinner, its watching them sleep together with their herd and quietly munch on hay in the winter sun. I realise I get my satisfaction from providing for them and seeing them thrive emotionally.
Both of my horses have compromised bodies and for this reason I no longer ride either of them. To the general horse industry they are “useless” and have no value, but they are everything to me. They are amazing and gentle and curious and opinionated. What a privilege to know them just as they are. They are so, so loved here. ❤️❤️
I feel so relieved knowing they have a safe home for life here with me. They’ll always have their friends, plenty of forage, lovely soft places to sleep and lots of hedgerows and enrichment to explore together. The idea of ever passing them on makes me feel sick. I will never understand how we can treat our horses as so disposable. Just today I’ve seen 2 adverts looking for homes for horses who can no longer be ridden. I genuinely wish I could open a sanctuary for all of these unwanted and “broken” horses, and just let them have a safe place to land.
I’m feeling very sentimental and had my first little cry of the day this morning at the yard and my second one just now writing this post. 🥲
Pictured is Lenny who is definitely not about to knock the tripod over again 😅🥰
I would love to see photos of your loved horses in the comments.