18/08/2023
Well what an end to a sad, bittersweet and upsetting adverture....
Lost my first post. But I was sat upright, drinking a cuppa sugary tea looking out the window absolutely over the moon that I was sat upright looking out the window after waking up after an urgent blue light ambulance journey and emergency spinal surgery to prevent any further damage done due to Cauda Equina (that according to a number of professionals, I didn't have). I cannot begin to fathom how lucky I have been to have a wonderful Dr (whom, unfortunately I've only just met in the past 2 weeks of being at my surgery.. just as we're leaving of course) who persisted and stuck by me and didn't just fob me off. And of course all the paramedics that brought me to a&e and the fantastic Queen's square Neurological hospital in London that looked after.me when I arrived.
I was scared and didn't have a clue what was going on when I was told at 4am that I needed to be prepped for surgery. It was only then it was confirmed to me that I had Cauda Equina (no he's not a footballer Scott) and that things were really bloody serious.
Well scared, emotional but not alone I was operated on by the most wonderful surgeon and assisted by the absolute bee's knees of a team, in surgery and on ward just Everywhere in this wonderful hospital! I am truly truly grateful to be sat here writing this and looking forward to ACTUALLY living again... Oh and you have no idea how good my cheese and pickle sandwich was that was waiting for me at lunch time before I originally started writing this... What a rollercoaster. WOW. I will apologise if this is a bit of a higgedy piggedy message... Don't blame me.. I'm probably still high! ♥️