25/09/2024
This is hard to post, but representation matters so I do.
Today I went to work after two months of 'doing nothing'. Of course, I have been resting and healing from what appears to be a burnout, but it feels that way.
Picture 1 is my face after crying my eyeballs out because I was death tired after the drive up and down, and one cup of coffee with colleagues. This means it will take months before I will be able to work more than a few cases a day. That realization devastates me.
Not just because I feel bad for all the pets who need help, but also because I LOVE this work. I do absolutely not enjoy sitting at home, tending to hobby's, resting. I love helping animals and owners. I love the thrill of a busy working day. I miss my patients π But it appears that loving something is not enough. I will have to take care of my body and mind before I can help anyone else.
Many veterinarians and vet techs face these kind of challenges, especially in the Netherlands. We want to help all the animals in need, but we are with too few. We compromise our own health in small portions because we see suffering that we can alleviate in that moment. But we all have a breaking point. I hope this post reminds my colleagues to take care of themselves and invest in their health (treat yourself!).
If you are a pet owner, treat your veterinary staff with compassion. We know we are running late, because we helped too many patients. We know prices are high because of inflation and high demand. We know you are worried sick. But we do absolutely everything we can. Believe us.
π Swipe for a happy picture of me cuddling Snowy the practice hamster, who softened the blow today βΊοΈ