08/19/2025
Musings about the future…
Lately, the global chaos both domestic and abroad feels insurmountable. Devastating human issues that are terrifying and dehumanizing. When I get caught thinking about it all at night, it often times leaves me feeling out of control, lost, scared and hopeless.
Then I wake up in the morning and stroll into our seedling house. I gaze upon all of our lettuce starts that Antonio meticulously seeded. Every seed sown by hand at the same depth in each tray to achieve a proper germination.
I start to think about the tireless hours Jose spends mapping out the farm; figuring out which crop will go where, and why.
Broader strokes of individual assignments that are intentionally intertwined.
Intricate systems built and sustained by humans working together with a common goal in mind.
I have no clue how to solve the massive problems human beings face in this world, and I wont even attempt to try. I know at first blush that seems like a hopeless perspective, but I don’t think that is in fact the case.
I have learned in my 37 years of life that I do know how to curate my immediate life to a way of my choosing. I can’t determine all of the outcomes, but I can pick the direction in which I want to go and freely move that way.
I am aware of what a privilege it is to have my perspective and reality, and I think that part of owning that privilege is working to help create a better local environment. Continuing to collaborate with fellow artisans, producers and restauranteurs. Continuing to create and maintain human systems and working to make them sustainable.
I can stay up late at night and worry about the global issues that plague our planet. Quite frankly I’ll never know what the future holds in a broader sense, and ultimately, I have little ability to alter it.
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