02/22/2024
"I could never do your job"
"I wanted to be a vet but I couldn't euthananize an animal"
"I don't see how you can do this daily"
"It must tear your heart out"
Statements like these are nice sentiments but very empty when seen from the perspective of a veterinarian. The hard truth is, that under the correct and ethical circumstances, the act of performing euthanasia is not hard. In fact, in many cases, I'm happy to do it. I'm not cold or cynical but I am experienced enough to know when an animal is running out of "good days". Anyone that has used me as a general practitioner knows that I advocate for quality of life over quantity. I am a firm believer that euthanasia is a gift we can give our furry best friends when it is their time. It allows our pets to go in a painless way with some dignity. The hardest part of euthanizing a beloved pet is the grieving owner (bear with me here).
I see a terminally/chronically ill pet that is suffering, but you, dear owner, see something else entirely.
You see the rambunctious puppy that chewed up your shoes but made such a cute guilty face afterwards that you couldn't even stay mad.
You see your copilot on long trips that helped you eat those fries.
You see your hiking partner.
You see your protector.
You see the one thing that got you through that breakup.
You see the fur coat you melted into when the day was just too much.
You see the reason you got out of bed when the depression was holding you under those covers.
You see your couch cuddler.
You see your BEST FRIEND 🧡
I see you and your struggle as you make this impossible decision. I have been you. You want to plead for a miracle cure or more good days but we've tried everything at our disposal and within your means. The part of euthanasia that weighs the heaviest on my heart is knowing what the owner is going through. Just know, that I will never judge you for grieving. That grief tells me this pet was loved.