12/13/2021
Remembering Marlo...Guardian, best friend, and an integral part of the family.
Marlo
You think you know love and loyalty until you have a dog. Marlo was rescued by my dear sister, Laurel. The poor thing, maybe 2 years old at the time, was in line to be euthanized. The spot where she would receive the lethal dose of whatever that lethal drug is, tattooed on her leg. RIght here, shoot her right here. One less dog the kill shelter had to deal with. But her fate quickly took a turn, and thank god that it did.
Marlo was adopted to become a farm dog. As quickly as Laurel introduced Marlo to her new home, she knew a dusty old farm in the hills of Kentucky was not the place for her. “She needs a soft bed and a family”. Laurel knows dogs. Her intuitiveness is like no other I’ve seen, and thankfully for Marlo and us, she recognized what she needed.
We met Marlo for the first time on that dusty old farm. She was adorable and beautiful, her white and red markings as vibrant as the sunset. Her eyes shaped as if she was in a constant state of sadness, looked almost as if she was wearing bold black eyeliner. As many know, eyeliner is a very important part of my life, so it was amusing and sweet to see. As much as I fought it, it seemed that she was actually perfect for us. At the time, we had 5 young children, ranging from ages 5-15, and one more body to care for was intimidating. Ok, we’ll try it out, and see what happens. Laurel agreed to bring her to our house the next evening, and as Marlo was led back to spend her last night in the barn, she looked at us, then resisted with all of her strength. She knew that we were her family, before we knew we were.
Marlo quickly became a solid and present member of our family. Just as I, Brandon or the kids were a part of our household, so was she. Shortly after we adopted her, I was relaxing in bed, when she jumped up and put her head on my chest. I have a photo of this very moment, because it was so incredibly touching, and quite frankly, unbelievable that Marlo attached herself to me. What was this feeling I was having? I had animals before her that I loved, but something about her was different. I just didn’t know why yet. I guess I was destined to be a dog mom?
Marlo, the most patient dog, as I called her. The kids would snuggle her, and kiss on her, lay on her. God, we loved her so much. So, when she suddenly fell ill, we could not believe it. She was such an integral part of this family, and everyone’s best friend. She loved everyone in our family so fiercely, that when she was present, we were protected. She guarded us with her love (and her big bark) and offered a sense of security that all of us needed, each of us in our way. She was a gift.
Just days before her death, I decided that I could never make the decision to let her go. I prayed with everything that I had, that she would go on her own, and peacefully, and that we would be with her. This was a very tall order, and one centered around my heart, not hers.
But then, the words of our oldest son struck me. "Let her go Mom, you’ve given her a good life".
So, the next day, I did what I said I wouldn’t. Scheduled a time for her in-home euthanization. Her last night was a nightmare, I would wake up and she would be staring at me and for a moment, I would believe that this wasn’t actually happening. Several times, I left the room to crumble and collapse, because the last thing I wanted her to see was me, upset. Seeing me cry always upset her. She was my partner and I knew I was losing her. What now?
By the time Dr. Bennett arrived, Marlo was ready and as devastated as we all were, we were ready too. Our best friend, our sweet girl Marlo peacefully passed away on December 10, 2020. I unhooked her collar, slid it off of her neck. and from that moment on, our home has been different. Definitely more quiet.
Marlo was the greatest gift to our family. She knew we needed her before we knew that we did, and she gave us everything she had until her last day. We still need her, and so we find comfort in her legacy, in our other amazing dogs, Francine, Bernice and Deeks. We see her in their sweet faces and quirky personalities, everyday.
Thank you Marlo, for showing me a love that I never knew existed. A loyalty, and friendship that I had never experienced. Thank you for loving our children as your own, and for protecting us, entertaining us, making us laugh with your dog talk and playful sneezes. Thank you for the snuggles, and for loving our friends. You were the best and we all miss you with all of our hearts.
Thank you Dr. Bennett and Cori for being so loving, and for stepping in to hold us all in such a devastating time. We will never forget the exceptional care and love that you showed our family, and Marlo.