08/26/2024
Hey folks,
I know it has been quite awhile since I have posted here. I have been going through a long rough stretch for sure. Here is a brief synopsis of a few 'highlights' ....
Last year, after I realized I needed to basically retire from active rescue work, I had begun planning and working towards what I felt was the best situation for myself and the sanctuary animals here. For this last chapter of my life, I knew I needed to find a smaller place with less upkeep and expenses. I had been working on this since last Summer and thought I would be all set way before now. Sadly, too many people that promised to help me (hired and otherwise) did not keep their word. The long delays, expenses and stress piled up and have taken a toll on me.
Early this year, I had cataract surgery in hopes of better vision so I could pursue my watercolor painting to support the animals, but that surgery did not have the best results. I have been diagnosed recently with Wet Macular Degeneration in one eye and some scar tissue in the other.
I have also been diagnosed with a 'bone on bone' knee joint and told I need a Total Knee Replacement. I have had Degenerative Joint Disease since I was in my 30's, and I am used to some pain and limitations in many of my joints over the years, especially as I aged, but this was unexpected for sure.
Having been single/alone all my life, the logistics of figuring out how to manage what this would entail are daunting. Post op care/help for myself and the critters, especially in my present location, is a challenge. So, it will be awhile before I can schedule this surgery, likely even next year. Fortunately, I have a high pain tolerance and am managing things fairly well for now.
The health issues were the final blow to the past year efforts and vision for the future I had for myself and the critters. I have had to let go of that dream and begin to figure out a new way forward. Circumstances have me in kind of a holding pattern for now, taking things a day at a time.
Its all gonna be OK. I reckon...