02/16/2025
It's time for one of those "REAL" posts. Something that I've been dreading for a while because it's taken me a long time just to come to terms with. But I think it's finally time to make it public.
((If you don't want to read any of what's about to be typed, that's fine. It's nothing to do with the business itself. To be clear: I am NOT closing shop or anything like that, and baby girl is fine. No worries there, either.))
When I left the house to attend my last show in September, I had 12 birds. I ended up giving Nugget to someone she knew well. And in return received a pair of Kakarikis that I didn't really want to begin with. But me being me, I took them. One of them ended up being sick and over the course of the next few months between moving and everything else that was also going on, I lost nearly all of my birds to this sickness. The 2 kakarikis, Moffi, Beso, Dusk, Malo, Gavyn, Max, Torbi, and Peep. I was left with 3 cockatiels. Briar, Damien, and Taj who are doing very well and are still spoiled rotten even though it still hurts to look at such an empty cage, and they haven't gotten much attention because of it. It's been really hard to come to terms with for a number of reasons. I'm sure you can understand. And you all know that I have strong relationships with each of my birds, so each loss just kept hitting me harder and harder. And I've been off my anti-depressants/anti-anxiety meds this whole pregnancy which hasn't helped matters AT ALL. π€¦ββοΈ
So that's just yet ANOTHER reason I've been so distant as far as Toybox-related stuff, besides just not being able to do anything due to a multitude of pregnancy-related things over the last 7 months.
Now, here's the GOOD news. My previous 5lb weight limit has actually been raised to 15lb, so I'll be getting my office all set up shortly and ALL the other good stuff. Re-opening the Etsy shop, prepping for shows... all of it. So expect lots of updates within the next few weeks. I'm going to try REALLY hard to make it to the Springfield show on May 4th, as long as baby girl allows it. π€
Sorry this was so long....
Happy Sunday β€οΈ